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I remember at uni when I first started, it was my first lecture. It was for a lecture on structural biology, where we were learning about DNA. I remember vividly waiting outside the lecture hall waiting to be let in. How every single foid was being approached by a man. EVERY SINGLE ONE. I just saw how guys were all competing for the attention of women, it was unreal tbh.
Weeks went by, I had a few friends but not a tonne. I mostly smoked weed with those friends, we'd get invited to parties so we'd go there too. I was bitter the entire time, I saw how women were able to easily make friends, how as a woman you had value for being alive, an innate value. I had none of that, I was a manlet curry, I was worth nothing and wanted by none.
I saw the JBWpills and heighpills 24/7. The amount of ethnic foids I saw with oofy doofy JBWs was insane, I was also acutely aware that these foids would end up marrying some cuck pajeet who will never know. If you were like me, ugly and subhuman, university was hell. So I turned to books/philosophy in my spare time, I had read about stoicism when I was younger, but this time I was planning to jump into nietzsche and schopenhauer. I realised these two philosophers were truly blackpilled, and had decided that I needed to avoid women and assign myself a meaning.
Fast forward now, I am still trying to fix my life and I am determined to live my life to the fullest. Even if today some foid were to be into me and was a nice girl, I could never accept her. I realised foids brought nothing but pain and stress into my life, that if I care about getting foids that I will just inevitably cause suffering. So instead I should be focusing on shit I can control e.g. career, physical health, intelligence etc.
I am now much happier and feel some level of hope for my future. Women are now interested in me, but I refuse to go with them. When you're by yourself, you can truly be yourself, you are the true version of yourself. Use your inceldom as a power
Weeks went by, I had a few friends but not a tonne. I mostly smoked weed with those friends, we'd get invited to parties so we'd go there too. I was bitter the entire time, I saw how women were able to easily make friends, how as a woman you had value for being alive, an innate value. I had none of that, I was a manlet curry, I was worth nothing and wanted by none.
I saw the JBWpills and heighpills 24/7. The amount of ethnic foids I saw with oofy doofy JBWs was insane, I was also acutely aware that these foids would end up marrying some cuck pajeet who will never know. If you were like me, ugly and subhuman, university was hell. So I turned to books/philosophy in my spare time, I had read about stoicism when I was younger, but this time I was planning to jump into nietzsche and schopenhauer. I realised these two philosophers were truly blackpilled, and had decided that I needed to avoid women and assign myself a meaning.
Fast forward now, I am still trying to fix my life and I am determined to live my life to the fullest. Even if today some foid were to be into me and was a nice girl, I could never accept her. I realised foids brought nothing but pain and stress into my life, that if I care about getting foids that I will just inevitably cause suffering. So instead I should be focusing on shit I can control e.g. career, physical health, intelligence etc.
I am now much happier and feel some level of hope for my future. Women are now interested in me, but I refuse to go with them. When you're by yourself, you can truly be yourself, you are the true version of yourself. Use your inceldom as a power
