14yearoldpslmogger
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Since i was 8 years old i was curious, curious about the world, life and society, in my pre teen years i realized what matter most was Looks.
Looks determine your dating life, social life, professional life and life in general, i was obsessed i was determine to change it all filled with hate everytime i looked in the mirror i was imagining every day what my life would have been like if i was good looking if i was just taller, better looking and better than others i day dreamed about it every day.
In Oct 12, 2023, at 14 years of age i joined looksmax.org scrolled and read countless of useless advice i even made threads asking if i should end it, i was so done with my life only thing i wanted was to just look as good as possible.
At 16 years old i managed to get with like 5 girls and had a solid rotation, didnt fuck them all but i really thought i had done it, i had "ascended" yet everytime i looked in the mirror i wasn't satisfied i was just not how i wanted to look yes i had the approval of girls but not of myself, i also got in a relationship never really mattered to me all i wanted to is to get my dick wet didnt really care about anything else.
at 17 i broke up with her and in that 16-17 year was the most crucial for my looksmaxxing journey because i realized even tho i mogged everyone in my class people still didnt care, some didnt take me seriously the most heard thing was "ye you are good looking but you lowkey autistic" cant blame them, i didnt care about what i wore, was not nt so i tried to fit in, get the same clothes, listen to the same music talk about the same stuff... yet it didnt feel like my self it never did what did feel like my self was improving my looks more and mogging.
So i began having an interest in pharmacology, AAS- Adrogenic Anabolic Steroids, how to debloat better, what to eat, how to train better, how to fix my skin and ect
After learning stuff and actually doing different type of protocols it worked, i debloated i fix my skin i learned more about AAS and will hop on soon, seeing my facenow in the mirror and my body even tho yes im not satisfied i know that soon i will be a mogger all i need is that one cycle get leaner get more mass around my traps and neck and then my looksmaxxing journey is over.
3 years of hate, doing cope methods and doing everything i could do some of it worked and knowing that all i need is one more thing i really feel completed.
I will document everything once i get the roids but the end is near and i could never be happier, i love you all bhais i went from wanting to kill my self to wanting to live so i can actually ascend, love you all take care and stay tuned i will document stuff.
Looks determine your dating life, social life, professional life and life in general, i was obsessed i was determine to change it all filled with hate everytime i looked in the mirror i was imagining every day what my life would have been like if i was good looking if i was just taller, better looking and better than others i day dreamed about it every day.
In Oct 12, 2023, at 14 years of age i joined looksmax.org scrolled and read countless of useless advice i even made threads asking if i should end it, i was so done with my life only thing i wanted was to just look as good as possible.
At 16 years old i managed to get with like 5 girls and had a solid rotation, didnt fuck them all but i really thought i had done it, i had "ascended" yet everytime i looked in the mirror i wasn't satisfied i was just not how i wanted to look yes i had the approval of girls but not of myself, i also got in a relationship never really mattered to me all i wanted to is to get my dick wet didnt really care about anything else.
at 17 i broke up with her and in that 16-17 year was the most crucial for my looksmaxxing journey because i realized even tho i mogged everyone in my class people still didnt care, some didnt take me seriously the most heard thing was "ye you are good looking but you lowkey autistic" cant blame them, i didnt care about what i wore, was not nt so i tried to fit in, get the same clothes, listen to the same music talk about the same stuff... yet it didnt feel like my self it never did what did feel like my self was improving my looks more and mogging.
So i began having an interest in pharmacology, AAS- Adrogenic Anabolic Steroids, how to debloat better, what to eat, how to train better, how to fix my skin and ect
After learning stuff and actually doing different type of protocols it worked, i debloated i fix my skin i learned more about AAS and will hop on soon, seeing my facenow in the mirror and my body even tho yes im not satisfied i know that soon i will be a mogger all i need is that one cycle get leaner get more mass around my traps and neck and then my looksmaxxing journey is over.
3 years of hate, doing cope methods and doing everything i could do some of it worked and knowing that all i need is one more thing i really feel completed.
I will document everything once i get the roids but the end is near and i could never be happier, i love you all bhais i went from wanting to kill my self to wanting to live so i can actually ascend, love you all take care and stay tuned i will document stuff.
