The end of the road is approaching and there's nothing I can do

[NinjaRG9]

It feels like the end of the road for me, there's absolutely nothing blossoming or left to live for. I just live day to day, jerk off, try skipping school, get annoyed by my mother. Why should I try? There's literally nothing left and I don't want anything. What I wanted initially is to be left alone by my peers but it seems they care sooo soo much about my future and whatnot I give up on my dream of being left alone, they'll never stop bothering me with stuff such as "what will you do when you're 18" "you can't just do nothing" uh yes, I literally can, why should it not be my choice? Why do you care so much about me? Did I chose to be here? No, so leave me be.
Now, if I hadn't been cursed with this face that is in my custody I'd be content even if I didn't do exactly as I wanted 100% of the time. But no, I'll never be enough, if you're not a 9/10 terrachad that is the pinnacle of perfection there will always be a certain angle or time of day where you look like nothing special and no one cares about you. I wonder daily what my life would be like if I was just enough for one day, to see how it is to have a justified existance just by being born a certain way. But in reality all that is is just that, a wonder, a dream, it'll never be my reality, I'll never be enough and neither will anyone that is not perfect. I felt the need for a relationship at some point in time, but now I realise it's simply unrealistic due to the religion my family is subject to, even if I wanted one I'd have to get my own place and pay bills and by then I'd be like 20 something years old when the norwood reaper would've already raped me (due to my balding ancestors) and I'm not getting a job, this dreams fate is sealed as well. Everything I ever wanted I'll never be able to accomplish because of things out of my control and I just jerk off all day and act like a bad kid at school to distract myself from this reality @accelerationist read pls

 

[Incelforeever]

ur in school nigga this ur time to change ur future, ur not old enough to feel hopeless like that

 

[NinjaRG9]

ur in school nigga this ur time to change ur future, ur not old enough to feel hopeless like that

Theres nothing left brocel

 

[futureschizo]

dnr but just switch roads

 

[Incelforeever]

Theres nothing left brocel

unless ur a truecel who gets bullied everyday sybau

 

[NinjaRG9]

dnr but just switch roads

Atleast press that little.fucking like button on my thread you annoying fuck

 

[NinjaRG9]

unless ur a truecel who gets bullied everyday sybau

We are all one and the same unless youre a 8' chad

 

[futureschizo]

Atleast press that little.fucking like button on my thread you annoying fuck

ughh ok fine

just switch the roads bro

 

[Incelforeever]

nigga u really gonna let him bitch u around and tell u what to do?

ughh ok fine

just switch the roads bro

 

[futureschizo]

nigga u really gonna let him bitch u around and tell u what to do?

I mean I dont have the energy for ts

Its over I have to wake up for school tommarow

 

[mohito]

due to the religion my family

balding ancestors

Brutal highlights

 

[accelerationist]

It feels like the end of the road for me, there's absolutely nothing blossoming or left to live for. I just live day to day, jerk off, try skipping school, get annoyed by my mother. Why should I try? There's literally nothing left and I don't want anything. What I wanted initially is to be left alone by my peers but it seems they care sooo soo much about my future and whatnot I give up on my dream of being left alone, they'll never stop bothering me with stuff such as "what will you do when you're 18" "you can't just do nothing" uh yes, I literally can, why should it not be my choice? Why do you care so much about me? Did I chose to be here? No, so leave me be.
Now, if I hadn't been cursed with this face that is in my custody I'd be content even if I didn't do exactly as I wanted 100% of the time. But no, I'll never be enough, if you're not a 9/10 terrachad that is the pinnacle of perfection there will always be a certain angle or time of day where you look like nothing special and no one cares about you. I wonder daily what my life would be like if I was just enough for one day, to see how it is to have a justified existance just by being born a certain way. But in reality all that is is just that, a wonder, a dream, it'll never be my reality, I'll never be enough and neither will anyone that is not perfect. I felt the need for a relationship at some point in time, but now I realise it's simply unrealistic due to the religion my family is subject to, even if I wanted one I'd have to get my own place and pay bills and by then I'd be like 20 something years old when the norwood reaper would've already raped me (due to my balding ancestors) and I'm not getting a job, this dreams fate is sealed as well. Everything I ever wanted I'll never be able to accomplish because of things out of my control and I just jerk off all day and act like a bad kid at school to distract myself from this reality @accelerationist read pls

Just rape women

 

[Deleted member 278990]

It feels like the end of the road for me, there's absolutely nothing blossoming or left to live for. I just live day to day, jerk off, try skipping school, get annoyed by my mother. Why should I try? There's literally nothing left and I don't want anything. What I wanted initially is to be left alone by my peers but it seems they care sooo soo much about my future and whatnot I give up on my dream of being left alone, they'll never stop bothering me with stuff such as "what will you do when you're 18" "you can't just do nothing" uh yes, I literally can, why should it not be my choice? Why do you care so much about me? Did I chose to be here? No, so leave me be.
Now, if I hadn't been cursed with this face that is in my custody I'd be content even if I didn't do exactly as I wanted 100% of the time. But no, I'll never be enough, if you're not a 9/10 terrachad that is the pinnacle of perfection there will always be a certain angle or time of day where you look like nothing special and no one cares about you. I wonder daily what my life would be like if I was just enough for one day, to see how it is to have a justified existance just by being born a certain way. But in reality all that is is just that, a wonder, a dream, it'll never be my reality, I'll never be enough and neither will anyone that is not perfect. I felt the need for a relationship at some point in time, but now I realise it's simply unrealistic due to the religion my family is subject to, even if I wanted one I'd have to get my own place and pay bills and by then I'd be like 20 something years old when the norwood reaper would've already raped me (due to my balding ancestors) and I'm not getting a job, this dreams fate is sealed as well. Everything I ever wanted I'll never be able to accomplish because of things out of my control and I just jerk off all day and act like a bad kid at school to distract myself from this reality @accelerationist read pls

bro the reason you are ugly and "cursed with this face" is because you jerk off and have a shitty lifestyle. Ur literally a cuck. Ur gonna have to pull urself out of the pit you are in.

 

[Outlander]

ur in school nigga this ur time to change ur future, ur not old enough to feel hopeless like that

Yeah he's giving up before giving life a chance

 

[NinjaRG9]

bro the reason you are ugly and "cursed with this face" is because you jerk off and have a shitty lifestyle. Ur literally a cuck. Ur gonna have to pull urself out of the pit you are in.

I dont think im ugly per se but anyone that is not a perfect chad is ugly forever thats my point

 

[Whiteboard7]

It feels like the end of the road for me, there's absolutely nothing blossoming or left to live for. I just live day to day, jerk off, try skipping school, get annoyed by my mother. Why should I try? There's literally nothing left and I don't want anything. What I wanted initially is to be left alone by my peers but it seems they care sooo soo much about my future and whatnot I give up on my dream of being left alone, they'll never stop bothering me with stuff such as "what will you do when you're 18" "you can't just do nothing" uh yes, I literally can, why should it not be my choice? Why do you care so much about me? Did I chose to be here? No, so leave me be.
Now, if I hadn't been cursed with this face that is in my custody I'd be content even if I didn't do exactly as I wanted 100% of the time. But no, I'll never be enough, if you're not a 9/10 terrachad that is the pinnacle of perfection there will always be a certain angle or time of day where you look like nothing special and no one cares about you. I wonder daily what my life would be like if I was just enough for one day, to see how it is to have a justified existance just by being born a certain way. But in reality all that is is just that, a wonder, a dream, it'll never be my reality, I'll never be enough and neither will anyone that is not perfect. I felt the need for a relationship at some point in time, but now I realise it's simply unrealistic due to the religion my family is subject to, even if I wanted one I'd have to get my own place and pay bills and by then I'd be like 20 something years old when the norwood reaper would've already raped me (due to my balding ancestors) and I'm not getting a job, this dreams fate is sealed as well. Everything I ever wanted I'll never be able to accomplish because of things out of my control and I just jerk off all day and act like a bad kid at school to distract myself from this reality @accelerationist read pls

Do you have ANY goals for the future. There is no way it can truly be over bhai. For that to happen you would be dead rn. It will get better just be optimistic