The fact that i dont think about suicide or self harm is what is causing me to lose my mind

[Whirr22222]

Isolation and loneliness and unsuccess has caused me to lose my mind BECAUSE of the fact that for whatever reason my mind never resorts to self harm or suicide.

I have been depressed for as long as i can remember but only the past 3ish months when i stopped talking to my only friend have i felt like i am literally losing my sanity.

But for some reason my mind never resorts to self harm. Is it because i am narcissistic perhaps???

Anyone else have this

 

[BubbsyInnit]

For me when I was experiencing depression, I learnt about endorphin production when the brain detects pain it releases it into the nervous system or something like that.

But I learned coping through self harm never worked because I wanted more and my tolerance seem to go up when I lightly cut my arm and I realize then that I needed help.

Everyones thought processes are different, everyone goes through life differently, their concept of life. This is fundamental because it can bring positivity and negativity but no you’re not narcissistic I seriously don’t believe you can gain a trait like that because you never thought about it.