the fear of being around unattarctive people

[joebart101]

is it me or does anyone have a fear deep down of unattarctive people? i genuiley feel like a massive dickhead for saying it but i actually effects my life alot prob your too because i cant and i dont want to be seen in public with these people like whenever im walking and im about to pass someone i dont know whos rlly attarctive i try my best to look alway and try not to make eye contact yes ik its a rlly bad habit i try to stop and ik its rlly wron but for some odd resson i cant stop doing it. its rlly mean thing for me to do honestly but dont forget its also very human. i belive its an evolutionary trait and put in our DNA it makes sense tbh cuz back then peoples appirances were linked to there quality of health and also there ablity to have kids you dont have to have kids with a sub human diseased off spring would you? and i feel very disgusted when i look at someone who looks very nasty im talking about having TONS of acne and nasty hair or very bad breath it actually gorses me out in a deep biological level. but the problem is this way of thinking that i have is rlly bad and dangrous cuz anyone can say any certian way of looking is unattarctive some poeple think having black skin is underattactive some poeple being too short is unattactive or small eyes etc for me its rlly intersting to think abt.
my avoidence of ugly people is just natural to me but is moraly wrong.
i hope i can fix this sooner or later

 

[joebart101]

i like posting abt BP it just shows how true the world is

 

[jd922]

i feel you