The final rave.

[MoggerGaston]

Just a reminder: this man cannot find a girlfriend

"Muh he is not chad" - forum explanation... meanwhile, OP looks like this in video, confidently top-5/10% lookswise

Over for autism-cels

Muh autism. Meanwhile I am bumping fists with 6 different guys I never met before at the rave and vibing with everyone around me.

Last party I got 2 phone-numbers from guys wanting to hang-out with me sometime. (but it never went anywhere).

It's just that I don't vibe well with girls, which I think is because my mother abused the fucking shit out of me in my childhood, permanently fucking up the way I interact with women.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Yeah true tbh

How do you financially sustain yourself if you don't contact your parents any longer?

Nice

i make 800 euros/month by working 10 hours/week. Which is just enough to get by for my normal expenses. (rent+food+clubbing+gym membership, cellphone, etc.)

I have a savings account with a few k that I slowly drain for extra expenses like holidays, festivals, etc.

 

[infini]

going to a punk-concert tonight, solo as always, would love some ppl to go with

Go wild. Talk to as many as possible, be carefree.

i dont think theres even any metal clubs in my city lol. just a rock-cafe

If Amsterdam, just lol. But there's Roadburn in Tilburg which gets less metal by the year and is as hipster as you can get.

the girl from yesterday says she might go with me to a rave. just the 2 of us. but idk if I dig that vibe. but theres a festival in july and she says I can just join her and her friend-group, which sounds better.

why? Stop procrastinating and listening to incels who only have this site to enjoy and enjoy her hands

i make 800 euros/month by working 10 hours/week. Which is just enough to get by for my normal expenses. (rent+food+clubbing+gym membership, cellphone, etc.)

I have a savings account with a few k that I slowly drain for extra expenses like holidays, festivals, etc.

What do you do, looks good for 10 hours.

 

[Deleted member 23017]

i make 800 euros/month by working 10 hours/week. Which is just enough to get by for my normal expenses. (rent+food+clubbing+gym membership, cellphone, etc.)

I have a savings account with a few k that I slowly drain for extra expenses like holidays, festivals, etc.

What job is that?

 

[MoggerGaston]

What job is that?

not gonna dox myself, but its casual customer relations.

 

[Artemis]

Ignore him, he's a deathniK. They rate anyone with pale skin as Chad-Lites.

ANd you rate guys like this:

HTN...

 

[Deleted member 25667]

ANd you rate guys like this:

HTN...

Anything that isn't a faceapp morph of 12 psl gods is a HTN

 

[St.TikTokcel]

ANd you rate guys like this:

HTN...

Pitt is a strong Chad-Lite. HTN is a pic on the right

 

[Artemis]

Pitt is a strong Chad-Lite. HTN is a pic on the right
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You also rate HIM as HTN:

Dude, you are lost for society

 

[St.TikTokcel]

You also rate HIM as HTN:

Dude, you are lost for society

Yes, he is. I go outside everyday so I would know.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Go wild. Talk to as many as possible, be carefree.

If Amsterdam, just lol. But there's Roadburn in Tilburg which gets less metal by the year and is as hipster as you can get.

why? Stop procrastinating and listening to incels who only have this site to enjoy and enjoy her hands

What do you do, looks good for 10 hours.

Not going to use any drugs tonight, need to give my body some rest. So idk how I will feel or what the vibe will be.

I don't live too far away from Tilburg tbh. May go there some time.

And yeah, I might just go with this girl together to this rave. She seems chill asf tbh. She was mirin' me hard and didn't care that I was there alone.

I was vibing with one other girl, better looking, but she was kinda weirded out I was there alone jfl. So it went nowhere.

 

[Artemis]

Yes, he is. I go outside everyday so I would know.

No you DON'T go outside, you know nothing incel-kun

 

[St.TikTokcel]

No you DON'T go outside, you know nothing incel-kun

I can PM pics.

 

[Artemis]

I can PM pics.

Lol, whose pics?

 

[St.TikTokcel]

Lol, whose pics?

Of zoomies that I see everyday.

 

[Deleted member 25059]

You also rate HIM as HTN:

Dude, you are lost for society

not like youre any better than that curry, you old geezer fillermaxxer

 

[Artemis]

Of zoomies that I see everyday.

I see zoomies myself everyday, on the train while going to office...

ANd YOU are delusional

 

[Artemis]

not like youre any better than that curry, you old geezer fillermaxxer

At least i have the brains not to rate this:

as HTN

PS. Also, age is just a number

 

[St.TikTokcel]

I see zoomies myself everyday, on the train while going to office...

ANd YOU are delusional

I commute through high-schools, rich city centre areas and unis

 

[St.TikTokcel]

not like youre any better than that curry, you old geezer fillermaxxer

I'm not a curry but rice. I guess they are both deathniKS so it doesn't really make a difference.

 

[Artemis]

I commute through high-schools, rich city centre areas and unis

Then you are probably BLIND

 

[St.TikTokcel]

Then you are probably BLIND

I can PM as I've said. It will open your eyes.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Drugs afterglow is absolutely insane btw.

I was in the university library for a couple hours. Was planning to study but ended up just chilling and fucking around on my phone.

Was feeling absolute chad and happy, but also had to cry a couple of times randomly because of happy thoughts overwhelming me. I caught 1 girl staring at me but didnt approach.

I still have a long way to go, but were going, on drugs.

 

[MoggerGaston]

@Artemis

this was the girl btw. She approached me and just talked random stuff about techno, who I was with, what I was on, etc.

I wasn't quite sure if she was interested in me or just in a talkative mood. I told her I was using mephedrone tonight. Then at some point she asked: 'What does kissing feel like on mephedrone?'

and my response to that was making out with her. Which was shit ngl, too rushed and un-romantic for my taste. But after that we danced a bit together and the touch barrier was broken so it became more chill to interact with her afterwards.

Cuddle a bit, dance together while I was holding her from behind, etc. Choked her a bit. Honestly have no clue wtf I am doing with women, I rarely have these experiences so it's just yolo.

But yeah idk this shit never happens, first time in like 10 raves so JFL.
mirin' this girl's resolve to approach a non-NT looking autistic low-trust nigga like me.

 

[MoggerGaston]

going to this punk-concert now. Drank a shitton of alcohol (zyros style).

never been to a concert on my own, wonder what its like ngl. But good vibes cuz of drugs afterglow so lets see

 

[infini]

And yeah, I might just go with this girl together to this rave. She seems chill asf tbh. She was mirin' me hard and didn't care that I was there alone.

I was vibing with one other girl, better looking, but she was kinda weirded out I was there alone jfl. So it went nowhere.

Might as well go if near since it's world-renowned.

Have fun with her, grind/spoon dance with her for hours on mdma. Your incident reminds me of what I started reading when it comes to choosing wisely:

Chadethnic101 does EE PART 1 - Is Exotic Halo Real? Ft @DoctorLooksmax - PICS ATTACHED, NO BRAG THREAD, IF EASILY JEALOUS/OFFENDED DO NOT ENTER!!!

So a week or so back just came back from a little holiday. Went Budapest and Prague @DoctorLooksmax joined me for a few nights in Budapest, but i was there for a couple days longer, then went Prague alone after. I larped my age as 22 in case my true age of 28 is a failo. everyone believed my...

looksmax.org

 

[MoggerGaston]

Might as well go if near since it's world-renowned.

Have fun with her, grind/spoon dance with her for hours on mdma. Your incident reminds me of what I started reading when it comes to choosing wisely:

Chadethnic101 does EE PART 1 - Is Exotic Halo Real? Ft @DoctorLooksmax - PICS ATTACHED, NO BRAG THREAD, IF EASILY JEALOUS/OFFENDED DO NOT ENTER!!!

So a week or so back just came back from a little holiday. Went Budapest and Prague @DoctorLooksmax joined me for a few nights in Budapest, but i was there for a couple days longer, then went Prague alone after. I larped my age as 22 in case my true age of 28 is a failo. everyone believed my...

looksmax.org

Lifefuel is she didnt even ask my age and seemingly doesn't care. Shes 22yo, my guess. Im 27. Might start larping 24 to make things leas awkward

 

[MoggerGaston]

Punk concert kinda sucks. Ppl dont move, just stand and watch with slight headbanging (maybe).

But this was the support. Maybe main act is better

 

[MoggerGaston]

Might as well go if near since it's world-renowned.

Have fun with her, grind/spoon dance with her for hours on mdma. Your incident reminds me of what I started reading when it comes to choosing wisely:

Chadethnic101 does EE PART 1 - Is Exotic Halo Real? Ft @DoctorLooksmax - PICS ATTACHED, NO BRAG THREAD, IF EASILY JEALOUS/OFFENDED DO NOT ENTER!!!

So a week or so back just came back from a little holiday. Went Budapest and Prague @DoctorLooksmax joined me for a few nights in Budapest, but i was there for a couple days longer, then went Prague alone after. I larped my age as 22 in case my true age of 28 is a failo. everyone believed my...

looksmax.org

And exactly. Just spooning/grinding probably feels insane on mdma tbh.

It sucks that this didnt happen untill the last 30 mins at the rave cuz my mephedrone was already used up and wasnt feeling it that much anymore. Was in comedown

 

[infini]

Lifefuel is she didnt even ask my age and seemingly doesn't care. Shes 22yo, my guess. Im 27. Might start larping 24 to make things leas awkward

Pointless. Stop overthinking. Wait until she asks. She could looksmaxx too if you get to know her more.

Punk concert kinda sucks. Ppl dont move, just stand and watch with slight headbanging (maybe).

But this was the support. Maybe main act is better

Push someone?

And exactly. Just spooning/grinding probably feels insane on mdma tbh.

It sucks that this didnt happen untill the last 30 mins at the rave cuz my mephedrone was already used up and wasnt feeling it that much anymore. Was in comedown

That sounds more social, when you can, give the link a try. You know @forevergymcelling's stories, most social is away from music and most action is during.

 

[fukmylyf]

dude u need to chill. If it works out great, but don't expect too much. Been through this many times. My first ever slay was at a festival, spent 3 days together, fucked on mdma and everything. Then she ghosted and I felt like complete shit for months

 

[Deleted member 20179]

What does mdma feel like

 

[MoggerGaston]

Pointless. Stop overthinking. Wait until she asks. She could looksmaxx too if you get to know her more.

so just say the truth?

Push someone?

Being there during the support was a waste of time ngl. Crowd was dead, nothing happening.

But once the main act started it was moshpits non-stop. I moved more than during techno-parties on drugs lol. Out of breath from all the pushing+jumping.

But didn't socialize whatsoever. The crowd was weird. Lots of older people, nerds, obese people. Male:Female gender ratio was dreadfull.

And I felt like people weren't in a talkative mood like they are during techno parties (on drugs). I felt judged by people around me.

That sounds more social, when you can, give the link a try. You know @forevergymcelling's stories, most social is away from music and most action is during.

Idk what this means.


I enjoyed the concert a lot tbh. Hyped vibe. But it was short (90mins) only downside.

 

[infini]

so just say the truth?

Depends on how much you feel you can trust her. Doesn't really matter. Just don't down her in novels like how incels do on here.

Being there during the support was a waste of time ngl. Crowd was dead, nothing happening.

But once the main act started it was moshpits non-stop. I moved more than during techno-parties on drugs lol. Out of breath from all the pushing+jumping.

But didn't socialize whatsoever. The crowd was weird. Lots of older people, nerds, obese people. Male:Female gender ratio was dreadfull.
And I felt like people weren't in a talkative mood like they are during techno parties (on drugs). I felt judged by people around me.

Sounds about right. Usually, it's the same or near social circle that is present at every show, unless specific fans. Doubt Netherlands would be much different.

Idk what this means.

How much and when to be able to talk during music areas or social. More music areas (dancefloor) = less social talk. Social areas where there's quieter music (bars, smoking areas). Common sense really.

I enjoyed the concert a lot tbh. Hyped vibe. But it was short (90mins) only downside.
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The music?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Depends on how much you feel you can trust her. Doesn't really matter. Just don't down her in novels like how incels do on here.

myeah I feel like since I mog her in looks, she probably doesn't care.

It's only when you are looksmatched that you suddenly have to be perfect in every way to stand a chance.

Sounds about right. Usually, it's the same or near social circle that is present at every show, unless specific fans. Doubt Netherlands would be much different.

Yeah I recognized the type of crowd from when i was still younger in high-school and going to big rock festivals.
Kinda weird how I really looked up to these people when I was younger. But now that I am at the same events as them I am kinda mehhh. Was cool to do one time though, but not for me to seek this out every weekend.

There were a few girls my age but they were there with girlfriends. I don't mess with groups of girls.

How much and when to be able to talk during music areas or social. More music areas (dancefloor) = less social talk. Social areas where there's quieter music (bars, smoking areas). Common sense really.

Yeah that's true.

The music?

I was in the back of the crowd first. There it was kinda boring tbh, people just vibing to the music and chilling.

But in the front with the constant mosh-pits, crowd-surfing. Loved the chaos. More intense than raves, but also way less social. It's very rough dancing, not like you can get a vibe going with someone dancing next to you.

 

[Gengar]

Final rave of March.

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Having pre-party drinks and vibing, about to leave.

Going to take a detox-month after this. Next big rave is early April in Amsterdam and will be doing MDMA+ketamine+2-CB there which will be fucking insane. Want to give my body+brain some rest untill then.
Going to use no drugs whatsoever, even skipping on alcohol.

Tonight is just some casual low-key rave. Not a big production, local DJs, chill ~200 people. I'll only do mephedrone (4mmc) and it's only till 4AM so I won't make it too crazy.

But in April it will be a sick-rave for ~12 hours. This tier:

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(recorded this at NYE). ~10k people. absolutely insane.

I have to make an entire drug-plan for a rave like this. With a time-table to know when to take, which amount of substance, etc. So the entire rave is one big brain-orgasm.

If you don't time it right, without the right dosages, you end up peaking too early and not being able to enjoy it till the end. Also don't want to fuck up your brain by overdosing too hard on drugs. Timing+dosage is extremely important.

Planning on using MDMA, ketamine and 2-CB. Perfect combo.

But tonight boys. Tonight is gonna be a good night

And after being clean from drugs for a month, next month's rave is going to be absolutely insane aswell. The euphoria you feel can not be rivaled IRL.

I mog chad in happiness when I am on drugs.





Nobody can take this happiness away from me.

See you there.

 

[infini]

myeah I feel like since I mog her in looks, she probably doesn't care.

It's only when you are looksmatched that you suddenly have to be perfect in every way to stand a chance.

Why?

Yeah I recognized the type of crowd from when i was still younger in high-school and going to big rock festivals.
Kinda weird how I really looked up to these people when I was younger. But now that I am at the same events as them I am kinda mehhh. Was cool to do one time though, but not for me to seek this out every weekend.

I get that, it depends on the music and it's maturity really and one's ambitions going.

There were a few girls my age but they were there with girlfriends. I don't mess with groups of girls

But in the front with the constant mosh-pits, crowd-surfing. Loved the chaos. More intense than raves, but also way less social. It's very rough dancing, not like you can get a vibe going with someone dancing next to you.

Yeah that's the duality of timing these moments for you. The dynamics can suddenly change.

But you have to try to talk, you already know too well what it's like to fail and you already are more low-inhib I bet than these people, just have to channel it. The way I see it @averagejoe is the pinnacle of lifestyle. Think, for all the times you talk here, you want to at least double or triple it in real life.

I'm down to rave if you're down. Mean to see Roadburn at least once in my life.

 

[Max Frauder]

wtf is "vibing"? This nigga sounds like a raver David Brent.

 

[abeilletoimême]

You lifemog me to death. Mirin the dinner btw

 

[MoggerGaston]

@Artemis
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this was the girl btw. She approached me and just talked random stuff about techno, who I was with, what I was on, etc.

I wasn't quite sure if she was interested in me or just in a talkative mood. I told her I was using mephedrone tonight. Then at some point she asked: 'What does kissing feel like on mephedrone?'

and my response to that was making out with her. Which was shit ngl, too rushed and un-romantic for my taste. But after that we danced a bit together and the touch barrier was broken so it became more chill to interact with her afterwards.

Cuddle a bit, dance together while I was holding her from behind, etc. Choked her a bit. Honestly have no clue wtf I am doing with women, I rarely have these experiences so it's just yolo.

But yeah idk this shit never happens, first time in like 10 raves so JFL.
mirin' this girl's resolve to approach a non-NT looking autistic low-trust nigga like me.

Update to this topic. Been chatting with this girl over the last month, but she ended up cancelling on going to another rave with me. Chat's been dead since then.

Another brutal rejection. This is why you never talk to women or give them your phone number. It's just pointless hope, waste of time.

I got a big rave planned next week. gonna do mdma+4mmc+ketamine and a bit of alcohol. gonna be sick asf