rtacysapist69
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As the insecure monkey brained individuals we are, we can never beat the foid. They will always win, they will retain power in the dynamic. A big part is probably just the insecurity I think. Talking to a foid that my friends do not think is good for me, was gonna ghost her but she called me pretty and the way that interacted with my insecurities made me realise I will never be able to be "sufficient" independent to the validation of others. We are lonely, we enjoy the company of another person, we continue to be lonely whilst chasing that company. That is the power the foid holds over our heads. They do not care about us, they can play with our insecure little hearts for a while and forget about us in a matter of moments, we do not mean anything significant to them whilst the connection that is promised to us is all that we chase. It may be a meaningless chase, but a man will try anyways. I will promise myself not to get too attached to this foid and most likely break that promise and end up in a worse place by the end of it, but anything to fill up moments that mean certain melancholy if im left not busy is worth it. Wish me luck.
