the girl I was talking to just ghosted me after getting me hooked, im OD'ing at 14

[vexd]

im at fucking rock bottom,

no money (just get a job)
my parents dont allow me to get a job cus they know its gonna for drugs so im perpetually at $0)

"go outside and socialize
I went to a mall and didn't see a single person my age (just elders or adults or adults in couples 30-60)
im a mentalcel socially anxious manlet (im 5'3) I have divorced bitter parents no friends no hobbies Im stuck in a limbo


I have such badluck like legit where to the point its comical

so I go to those repost slop tiktok vids about love, and im in my wits end im a teenager so my hormones are doubled every emotion is fucking ramped to the max
I comment and get a comment from a girl we talk

when I tell you it was a dream every text was a epitome of teenage love just us 2 teens head over heels she sent a video of her her photos (reverse searched) and she was legit she was so fucking pretty and she called me handsome and was fucking infatuated with me head over heels

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

bbut suddenly privacy settings happened and now I can't message her idk if its a block and her user is like some "user23832834"
so I have no fucking clue to get an alt and search her

I havent even forgot my last ex 3 years ago

life doesnt want me alive im ending it why fight

so im gonna OD

-Oxycodone
-Morphine
-Diazepam
-Flualprozalam
-doxylamine
-midazolam

I will fall unconscious and my breathing will become more shallow and shallow till it stops

 

[hitmancrewzz]

yo nigga my condolences or congratulations whatever happended

 

[vexd]

yo nigga my condolences or congratulations whatever happended

condolences to what happend

congratulations that im gonna leave this hell people call life

 

[DrRodger]

Ok bro see you tomorrow

 

[arx]

limbo

 

[maxilite]

if you die over a food you’re going in the hall of shame bhai plz rethink

 

[maxilite]

if you die over a food you’re going in the hall of shame bhai plz rethink

Foid*

 

[vexd]

Ok bro see you tomorrow

im genuinely being serious
im not gonna say anything but I will post my shit ending on tiktok live and tagging u

 

[arx]

im at fucking rock bottom,

no money (just get a job)
my parents dont allow me to get a job cus they know its gonna for drugs so im perpetually at $0)

"go outside and socialize
I went to a mall and didn't see a single person my age (just elders or adults or adults in couples 30-60)
im a mentalcel socially anxious manlet (im 5'3) I have divorced bitter parents no friends no hobbies Im stuck in a limbo


I have such badluck like legit where to the point its comical

so I go to those repost slop tiktok vids about love, and im in my wits end im a teenager so my hormones are doubled every emotion is fucking ramped to the max
I comment and get a comment from a girl we talk

when I tell you it was a dream every text was a epitome of teenage love just us 2 teens head over heels she sent a video of her her photos (reverse searched) and she was legit she was so fucking pretty and she called me handsome and was fucking infatuated with me head over heels

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

bbut suddenly privacy settings happened and now I can't message her idk if its a block and her user is like some "user23832834"
so I have no fucking clue to get an alt and search her

I havent even forgot my last ex 3 years ago

life doesnt want me alive im ending it why fight

so im gonna OD

-Oxycodone
-Morphine
-Diazepam
-Flualprozalam
-doxylamine
-midazolam

I will fall unconscious and my breathing will become more shallow and shallow till it stops

Fr tho hope you get better

 

[spiker]

im at fucking rock bottom,

no money (just get a job)
my parents dont allow me to get a job cus they know its gonna for drugs so im perpetually at $0)

"go outside and socialize
I went to a mall and didn't see a single person my age (just elders or adults or adults in couples 30-60)
im a mentalcel socially anxious manlet (im 5'3) I have divorced bitter parents no friends no hobbies Im stuck in a limbo


I have such badluck like legit where to the point its comical

so I go to those repost slop tiktok vids about love, and im in my wits end im a teenager so my hormones are doubled every emotion is fucking ramped to the max
I comment and get a comment from a girl we talk

when I tell you it was a dream every text was a epitome of teenage love just us 2 teens head over heels she sent a video of her her photos (reverse searched) and she was legit she was so fucking pretty and she called me handsome and was fucking infatuated with me head over heels

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

bbut suddenly privacy settings happened and now I can't message her idk if its a block and her user is like some "user23832834"
so I have no fucking clue to get an alt and search her

I havent even forgot my last ex 3 years ago

life doesnt want me alive im ending it why fight

so im gonna OD

-Oxycodone
-Morphine
-Diazepam
-Flualprozalam
-doxylamine
-midazolam

I will fall unconscious and my breathing will become more shallow and shallow till it stops

see you tmmrw!

 

[vexd]

if you die over a food you’re going in the hall of shame bhai plz rethink

its the point of life I

 

[16OO]

Dude talking bout some rock bottom at 14

 

[maxilite]

im genuinely being serious
im not gonna say anything but I will post my shit ending on tiktok live and tagging u

why r u telling us then

 

[vexd]

Dude talking bout some rock bottom at 14

idc bro
my life is fucked from the start
u dont have to bbs old for your life to suck

-5'3
-poverty
-schizo dad
-bpd broke single mom
-parents divorced
-no friends
-no gf
-mentalcel

 

[vexd]

why r u telling us then

something called venting literally a section on .org for it

 

[vexd]

see you tmmrw!

you will till im able to steal enough from my parents and afford these drugs and kms

 

[Bipolar2Cel]

Women just suck man, accept that women generally will use you one way or another. Also they generally depress you instead of making you happy, anyway. Even guys with "happy" LTRs usually get burned sooner or later, lol.

 

[maxilite]

something called venting literally a section on .org for it

But you didnt put the venting tag

 

[maxilite]

you will till im able to steal enough from my parents and afford these drugs and kms

Cry yourself to sleep you’ll feel better in the morning trust me dude I’ve been there it gets better

 

[vexd]

Women just suck man, accept that women generally will use you one way or another. Also they generally depress you instead of making you happy, anyway. Even guys with "happy" LTRs usually get burned sooner or later, lol.

they do but I still love them so much
life just wants me to turn into shell

 

[vexd]

Cry yourself to sleep you’ll feel better in the morning trust me dude I’ve been there it gets better

thats what im gonna do I hope it works

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

did you ever meet this girl or know her irl

 

[vexd]

did you ever meet this girl or know her irl

nah

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

nah

faggot

 

[vexd]

faggot

cool
she was real bbut its still online so who gaf
who am I totally gaf she was the one

 

[vexd]

Cry yourself to sleep you’ll feel better in the morning trust me dude I’ve been there it gets better

wdym you've been there

 

[maxilite]

wdym you've been there

I’ve been through some tough times similar to yours that’s why I’m saying it gets better

 

[vexd]

I’ve been through some tough times similar to yours that’s why I’m saying it gets better

could I know which ones im curious
and this is helping a distract it a bit so im just curious tho lol

 

[maxilite]

could I know which ones im curious
and this is helping a distract it a bit so im just curious tho lol

No.

 

[vexd]

No.

dam ok

 

[UserE_7.random]

idc bro
my life is fucked from the start
u dont have to bbs old for your life to suck

-5'3
-poverty
-schizo dad
-bpd broke single mom
-parents divorced
-no friends
-no gf
-mentalcel

I’d say I could relate to some of the things you pointed out. But I don’t have a shizo dad because that mf dipped b4 I saw him. “5’3 at 14” ok bro I was fucking barely 5’5 My freshman year and sophomore year I grew to 5’9 no I’m not tall but I’m average jfl. You’re fucking 14 and your brain isn’t even fully developed. I was in a really bad spot last year having over 40 absences because I couldn’t bare going to school. I’m not suprised people are clowning you but it doesn’t mean it’s right. As bad as it gets I’ll never fucking rope because you won’t get shit handed you always.

 

[vexd]

I’d say I could relate to some of the things you pointed out. But I don’t have a shizo dad because that mf dipped b4 I saw him. “5’3 at 14” ok bro I was fucking barely 5’5 My freshman year and sophomore year I grew to 5’9 no I’m not tall but I’m average jfl. You’re fucking 14 and your brain isn’t even fully developed. I was in a really bad spot last year having over 40 absences because I couldn’t bare going to school. I’m not suprised people are clowning you but it doesn’t mean it’s right. As bad as it gets I’ll never fucking rope because you won’t get shit handed you always.

its tiring

 

[sub5skinnybum]

im at fucking rock bottom,

no money (just get a job)
my parents dont allow me to get a job cus they know its gonna for drugs so im perpetually at $0)

"go outside and socialize
I went to a mall and didn't see a single person my age (just elders or adults or adults in couples 30-60)
im a mentalcel socially anxious manlet (im 5'3) I have divorced bitter parents no friends no hobbies Im stuck in a limbo


I have such badluck like legit where to the point its comical

so I go to those repost slop tiktok vids about love, and im in my wits end im a teenager so my hormones are doubled every emotion is fucking ramped to the max
I comment and get a comment from a girl we talk

when I tell you it was a dream every text was a epitome of teenage love just us 2 teens head over heels she sent a video of her her photos (reverse searched) and she was legit she was so fucking pretty and she called me handsome and was fucking infatuated with me head over heels

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

bbut suddenly privacy settings happened and now I can't message her idk if its a block and her user is like some "user23832834"
so I have no fucking clue to get an alt and search her

I havent even forgot my last ex 3 years ago

life doesnt want me alive im ending it why fight

so im gonna OD

-Oxycodone
-Morphine
-Diazepam
-Flualprozalam
-doxylamine
-midazolam

I will fall unconscious and my breathing will become more shallow and shallow till it stops

just blast gear, looksmax, mog the fuck out of the foid then fuck one of her friends and fuck all the ltbs you want, theres so much more in life then foids lol

 

[UserE_7.random]

its tiring

The little moments in life mean a lot trust me. You’re the one who’s crying over a girl and also frying your brain. Just move tf on and drop the drugs which is counterintuitive. Don’t be the cuck fucking fantasizing for a girl who forgot about you and is already dreaming of the 100s of men on her fyp

 

[vexd]

The little moments in life mean a lot trust me. You’re the one who’s crying over a girl and also frying your brain. Just move tf on and drop the drugs which is counterintuitive. Don’t be the cuck fucking fantasizing for a girl who forgot about you and is already dreaming of the 100s of men on her fyp

I hope but rn that was the little moment in life

 

[britadeirajunior999]

dont give up bhai

 

[vexd]

give up bhai

I agree

 

[britadeirajunior999]

I agree

don't, bro. theres nothing gayer than giving up

 

[vexd]

don't, bro. theres nothing gayer than giving up

whats the point of hope if I have no glimpse of hope because I was never shown it
how can u not give up if u have nothing to live for jsut rot in bed and not give up

 

[UserE_7.random]

I hope but rn that was the little moment in life

Maybe don’t be desperate for find a girlfriend if you’re not even in the right place. If your a mentalcel, do Drugs at 14, insecure about your height, and unstable home why tf are you worrying about finding someone. Focus on improving yourself lol. Start working out because by high school it’ll pay off and the girls might come to you

 

[britadeirajunior999]

whats the point of hope if I have no glimpse of hope because I was never shown it
how can u not give up if u have nothing to live for jsut rot in bed and not give up

trust me everything is gonna be okay, nothing matters at the end of the day just try to enjoy life as much as possible

 

[vexd]

Maybe don’t be desperate for find a girlfriend if you’re not even in the right place. If your a mentalcel, do Drugs at 14, insecure about your height, and unstable home why tf are you worrying about finding someone. Focus on improving yourself lol. Start working out because by high school it’ll pay off and the girls might come to you

trust me everything is gonna be okay, nothing matters at the end of the day just try to enjoy life as much as possible

I hope it does.

 

[grav]

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

That does seem nice

 

[grav]

Dude talking bout some rock bottom at 14

 

[vexd]

That does seem nice

its over before it started

 

[eology]

idc bro
my life is fucked from the start
u dont have to bbs old for your life to suck

-5'3
-poverty
-schizo dad
-bpd broke single mom
-parents divorced
-no friends
-no gf
-mentalcel

5'3

 

[grav]

its over before it started

I just got mated in 7 moves I think thats worse than whatever you have going

 

[vexd]

5'3

cool

 

[Rdawgwiththeshlag]

im at fucking rock bottom,

no money (just get a job)
my parents dont allow me to get a job cus they know its gonna for drugs so im perpetually at $0)

"go outside and socialize
I went to a mall and didn't see a single person my age (just elders or adults or adults in couples 30-60)
im a mentalcel socially anxious manlet (im 5'3) I have divorced bitter parents no friends no hobbies Im stuck in a limbo


I have such badluck like legit where to the point its comical

so I go to those repost slop tiktok vids about love, and im in my wits end im a teenager so my hormones are doubled every emotion is fucking ramped to the max
I comment and get a comment from a girl we talk

when I tell you it was a dream every text was a epitome of teenage love just us 2 teens head over heels she sent a video of her her photos (reverse searched) and she was legit she was so fucking pretty and she called me handsome and was fucking infatuated with me head over heels

I thought life gave me a new happiness a new chance 4 days of talking with her
filled me with such joy I daydreamed all day hugged my pillow thinking it was her dreamed where w would go

bbut suddenly privacy settings happened and now I can't message her idk if its a block and her user is like some "user23832834"
so I have no fucking clue to get an alt and search her

I havent even forgot my last ex 3 years ago

life doesnt want me alive im ending it why fight

so im gonna OD

-Oxycodone
-Morphine
-Diazepam
-Flualprozalam
-doxylamine
-midazolam

I will fall unconscious and my breathing will become more shallow and shallow till it stops

"life doesn't want me alive"
You're just given the greatest battles. At 14 I was 5,1 now im 5,11 at 16 stop being hard on yourself you're literally in peak puberty where ascensions happen tard.

 

[ecilitric]

life can be extraordinarily hard but you just need to realize that this is something that you’ll look back on when you’re an adult and realize that even though you thought the world was ending, it really wasn’t

everything seems worse in the moment. i promise you it’ll get better, i went through similar things when i was your age and in retrospect i survived and the world didn’t end

you’ll be fine