the girls at my school make me want to rope

[notdabest_30]

i don't want to expand on the entire thing but for some quick context: my friend, lets call him john, was talking to his female friend about one of my other friends, let's call my other friend caleb. caleb is a year younger than all of us. so john's female friend was talking about how back in 8th grade (when caleb was in 7th), one of her friends called him fine. john sent us a screenshot of her saying this, and my friend caleb thought it was funny so he posted it on his insta story and tagged us. i put it on my story and john's female friend replied to it with many many screenshots of me saying "i love asian girls" or whatever from a year ago. this is a very simplified version of what was actually in the screenshots, but yeah. apparently one of her friends had sent it to her, lets call her justine. the reason im making this post: justine is one of the popular normgroid bitches at my school who doesnt deserve to shit talk everyone else, but thats all she does. shit talk everyone. and the funniest fucking part is that all these women do is talk shit behind each others' backs, then get together in groups to make fun of the "losers". i dont get it, seriously. i've matured as a person and those messages were my past, and why is it so bad if im attracted to asian women? when women have a preference in race when dating, society labels it just as that; a preference. but when men have a preference in race, if they're not good looking enough, its labeled a fetish. what the fuck? might be water but i still cant fathom this concept. all i feel is rage towards every woman at my school, and its not healthy. im not attracted to any of them anymore bc all these factors have led me to develop this preconceived notion that all their personalities are the same. they're so easily swayed by media and what they see on the internet its actually sad how braindead they are. the same girls will one minute be "against racism", then next say that they only date east asians. jfl. they try to justify themselves, saying, "oh im not racist, i have indian friends!" i wont be typing anything more because im seething with manlet rage and need to step away from everything for a second. im going er if i dont find just a genuine woman with a real personality and end up with an artificial bimbo slut.