The heartbreaking feeling of a neglectful father

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Everytime someone mentions fathers or how much they love each other it makes my heart ache, I want nothing more than a working healthy family, why did god punish me to this?. How dare people complain while having perfect families and lives. Most of my life is just anguish and I feel that life isn’t a blessing, it’s a curse. They tell me to appreciate life and that others have it worse but all it does is make me want to remove myself from this shitty world, I’d rather be dirt broke and live in a shed with someone who loves me. Someone to embrace me, make me feel loved. That’s all I ever wanted.


I saw this video on TikTok. It made me sob and cry myself to sleep. It deeply hurt me for some reason. That’s why I made their thread.



I don’t know why I’m saying all this on here but I just want to spill out my feelings somewhere and this was the first place I thought of.


It doesn’t help that the dad in the TikTok resembles my grandad. Matter of fact it might be the main factor of why it’s so heartbreaking. He was the only man to truly love me. The only man to be my pillar. I’m genuinely tearing up again writing this.