Basin
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I hate living in the world made for neurotypical people, thankfully I have the arguably more managable and better neurodivergence, ADHD
but holy shit what a pain in the ass it is being neurodivergent, not having the same interests as other people, not being able to relate to other people 90% of the time.
I dropped out of school because its retarded, a psychologist said she thinks im gifted, then she made me take an iq test just to BRUTALIZE me with it, what even was the point of doing the iq test if youre not gonna use it for any sort of diagnosis (although in retrospect thankfully she didnt diagnose me formally)
what were the results?
she didnt give me exact details besides saying that it was below average and that I probably have ADHD, then she goes on to say that she thinks im still gifted and that she doenst believe the iq test, why the fuck did you waste my time in the first place going to these retarded appointments for no reason.
The iq test took 4 WEEKS , why so long? because she didnt have enough time prepared for me to take it in one go
When I told her over and over again that I quite literally dont feel any emotional connection to school or the idea of school she just told me that I should go into a boarding school, you heard it right, youve got adhd and are miserable at school? You dont gaf about it? You would rather just do something that you like and make your income by utilizing your talent in that area? No, go to a boarding school, go to the auschwitz of schools where all the retards, rich kids and anybody else with anger issues or other issues go.
I got the fuck out of there after that, go back to school again obviously same pattern, attend school for 2 weeks, stop trying to act like I really care about school at all and stop going more and more, missing usually like 1/3rd of every week, spend as much time as possible away from school, only really there to keep my social interactions going so I get invited to parties.
then then my teachers decided this :
You seem like youre gifted, We remember a student like you, he was gifted but never cared about school, go to our support teacher for gifted pupils
I go there only twice in a whole year, she was a nice woman I had spanish with her and also talked with her privately as she tried to convince me to attend school and made a "plan" for me, poor lady honestly.
I started skipping spanish so naturally I would also skip her meetings because it would be akward if I wasnt there for her 8:50am - 10:35am spanish class , but then attended the giftedness meeting after the break
They really tried to convince me but couldnt, my mom was miserable I feel so bad for her ill repay her plenty in cash.
So then I drop out of school and for the first time since Ive been a kid i felt free and normal, at parties i wasnt as retarded and anti social anymore, this is also the time by which i improved my looks sufficienetly enough to start slaying although i ended that quickly as I dont like it, I could decide my own path, no more having to get up to do something i hated since kindergarten.
now i make my money via game development, and freelancing for people in game development. I have a hmtb ltr although I know hardly anyone here believes in that, I am cautious.
I wake up and i do something I like, i do it whenever I want to do it, i make money from it, i have total free time, i have nobody who tells me what to do, I am finally FREE
I could add so many more things from earlier years too, but I dont feel like it.
THIS IS THE WORLD I LIKE, MY OWN LITTLE NEURODIVERGENT RETARD WORLD
but holy shit what a pain in the ass it is being neurodivergent, not having the same interests as other people, not being able to relate to other people 90% of the time.
I dropped out of school because its retarded, a psychologist said she thinks im gifted, then she made me take an iq test just to BRUTALIZE me with it, what even was the point of doing the iq test if youre not gonna use it for any sort of diagnosis (although in retrospect thankfully she didnt diagnose me formally)
what were the results?
she didnt give me exact details besides saying that it was below average and that I probably have ADHD, then she goes on to say that she thinks im still gifted and that she doenst believe the iq test, why the fuck did you waste my time in the first place going to these retarded appointments for no reason.
The iq test took 4 WEEKS , why so long? because she didnt have enough time prepared for me to take it in one go
When I told her over and over again that I quite literally dont feel any emotional connection to school or the idea of school she just told me that I should go into a boarding school, you heard it right, youve got adhd and are miserable at school? You dont gaf about it? You would rather just do something that you like and make your income by utilizing your talent in that area? No, go to a boarding school, go to the auschwitz of schools where all the retards, rich kids and anybody else with anger issues or other issues go.
I got the fuck out of there after that, go back to school again obviously same pattern, attend school for 2 weeks, stop trying to act like I really care about school at all and stop going more and more, missing usually like 1/3rd of every week, spend as much time as possible away from school, only really there to keep my social interactions going so I get invited to parties.
then then my teachers decided this :
You seem like youre gifted, We remember a student like you, he was gifted but never cared about school, go to our support teacher for gifted pupils
I go there only twice in a whole year, she was a nice woman I had spanish with her and also talked with her privately as she tried to convince me to attend school and made a "plan" for me, poor lady honestly.
I started skipping spanish so naturally I would also skip her meetings because it would be akward if I wasnt there for her 8:50am - 10:35am spanish class , but then attended the giftedness meeting after the break
They really tried to convince me but couldnt, my mom was miserable I feel so bad for her ill repay her plenty in cash.
So then I drop out of school and for the first time since Ive been a kid i felt free and normal, at parties i wasnt as retarded and anti social anymore, this is also the time by which i improved my looks sufficienetly enough to start slaying although i ended that quickly as I dont like it, I could decide my own path, no more having to get up to do something i hated since kindergarten.
now i make my money via game development, and freelancing for people in game development. I have a hmtb ltr although I know hardly anyone here believes in that, I am cautious.
I wake up and i do something I like, i do it whenever I want to do it, i make money from it, i have total free time, i have nobody who tells me what to do, I am finally FREE
I could add so many more things from earlier years too, but I dont feel like it.
THIS IS THE WORLD I LIKE, MY OWN LITTLE NEURODIVERGENT RETARD WORLD
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