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Zephir
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most of the times this is the only metric that I feel dictates my worth as a man and as a person, being a good disciplined martial artist
when I doubt my self, feel like I am not doing good in life or not taking life seriously it always comes to mind that I am not being the martial artist I was suposed to be
not in therms of not being good enough in fighting, but not embodying the spirit and discipline of it and obviously by consequence not being good enough in fighting.
Is it retarded? this is the only thing that gives me internal validation I guess
when I doubt my self, feel like I am not doing good in life or not taking life seriously it always comes to mind that I am not being the martial artist I was suposed to be
not in therms of not being good enough in fighting, but not embodying the spirit and discipline of it and obviously by consequence not being good enough in fighting.
Is it retarded? this is the only thing that gives me internal validation I guess