The more social life I experience right now, the more I can't accept the lost past

[Chico Chicowski]

I dont buy the "forget the past focus on future" attitude

When I was a loser being always alone I knew Im missing on sth, but didn't have it to basically didn't feel the pain that much

When I experienced hugging, validation, social life, general active student life at already 25 yo I feel insane sadness

1> I just cant explain I didn't have it when I was like 20-22 yo
2> fear Im old asf and gonna lose it asap

PTSD is real boys
I feel like a cancer patient - like I want to experience so many things now because I know, I will lose it soon

 

[Deleted member 8576]

forget the past focus on future

 

[Deleted member 9003]

forget the future focus on the past

 

[Growth Plate]

The more words, the more likely I won't read