The more you try the worse it gets

[InnerVoid]

Numbers game is a meme. The more girls reject you, the more cortisol you spike up and then you just wanna rope.

because the bells start ringing, and you realize that its not a numbers game its just that you dont have it you are UGLY.

i could cope after being rejected by a couple of decent looking girls. but when i began getting rejected by goblinas and cross eyed girls the copes began falling apart.

now i just wanna rope because it has become clear as day that no girl wants. even bottom tier girls just wanted to use me to get attention, even they could do better.

 

[romanstock]

Yeah trying makes me more suicidal. Only way to cope is stay home and live on imagination where I don't have to face the cold harshness of my reality.