the most important realization i had

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c others are smarter and better than me, so i cannot win, stand no chance, whether its becoming rich or taking over

so look: the only options i have is c singularity c destroy humanity c chill, depending how i feel

impossibility = chill

if singularity or destroy humanity come and backfire, they were inevitable anyway, i just accelerated it

so i accelerate singularity by posting high iq thoughts online

i accelerate destruction of humanity by posting evil thoughts online

i kinda feel an ego-death, its not about me, 99.9% of what will be achieved other people will do, i just try to influence them

singularity and destroy humanity are my win conditions, depending how i feel

 

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its like not only are individuals smarter than me, but humanity as a whole is smarter than me, and most likely AI will be smarter than me too

winning for me is impossible

so i just do what i can to influence humanity in ways i want, they will do all the work

but i dont try too hard, i will chill a lot to enjoy life and not overwhelm myself