soulless_npc
angels & demons
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Job, decent apartment in a cool location, lived in a big city full of women and high culture
And still I managed to fuck that up
I didn't appreciate what I had and I just ended up comparing myself to other people and being consumed by jealousy
Someone even gave me the advice not to focus on others' blessings, but on my own, and I couldn't let it land
It's funny how that felt like the lowest point in my life and things couldn't get worse, and yet they are exponentially shittier now, and I'd do anything to be in that position again
And still I managed to fuck that up
I didn't appreciate what I had and I just ended up comparing myself to other people and being consumed by jealousy
Someone even gave me the advice not to focus on others' blessings, but on my own, and I couldn't let it land
It's funny how that felt like the lowest point in my life and things couldn't get worse, and yet they are exponentially shittier now, and I'd do anything to be in that position again
