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like just recently i was convinced i never approach foids
and now i feel better when i think i should approach my oneitis, just wrote her now
what the fuck is this? even contradictory things come all the time to me
its as if you have no free will, right
also i used to be convinced making money is impossible
then one day this month i came up with the notion, the the worse u feel trying to make money or focusing on money, the better u will feel later even if u dont end up making money and borderline exploit, which says if u feel bad, focus on money since that also makes u feel bad and is hereby a countercounter. so focusing on money also makes u feel good or bad, which makes u feel better later, so both cases are good. now u might think why make money then? well cuz i think with money you can shut down any bad feelings, this might not even be true in the end, but i have reason to believe it, it will have to try find out
i think foids have that even more extreme since they are more feelings based, like one day they would fuck with you, the other day they dont give a fuck about you
its like the system is trying to prevent a status quo right
i know i cannot be fully understood but i assure you i understand the things i write, i kinda post for myself. make out of it what u want.
and now i feel better when i think i should approach my oneitis, just wrote her now
what the fuck is this? even contradictory things come all the time to me
its as if you have no free will, right
also i used to be convinced making money is impossible
then one day this month i came up with the notion, the the worse u feel trying to make money or focusing on money, the better u will feel later even if u dont end up making money and borderline exploit, which says if u feel bad, focus on money since that also makes u feel bad and is hereby a countercounter. so focusing on money also makes u feel good or bad, which makes u feel better later, so both cases are good. now u might think why make money then? well cuz i think with money you can shut down any bad feelings, this might not even be true in the end, but i have reason to believe it, it will have to try find out
i think foids have that even more extreme since they are more feelings based, like one day they would fuck with you, the other day they dont give a fuck about you
its like the system is trying to prevent a status quo right
i know i cannot be fully understood but i assure you i understand the things i write, i kinda post for myself. make out of it what u want.