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When I was still innocent and not a sex obsessed pervert. It didn't masturbate till I was 20, so when I was 14-17, I was very romantic and liking a girl was a different thing than it was now.
It wasn't about wanting to fuck her brains out as much as it was about her making me feel something special.
I experienced this for first time when I was 14. In an english class I took outside school, there was this really cute girl. But of course, it didn't go well cause one day I walked in class while she was chilling with her friends and she asked me if I played Pokemon in front of everyone.
I said 'No', but they still laughed at me and I felt very embarassed. I was with her at another class 3 years later, but at that point, she was dating a 20 yo chad and I had a new crush anyway.
My next crush, I met her when I was 15 but I didn't like her at all cause she acted like a nerd and wore braces. I got a huge crush on her a year later but she brutally rejected me.
I still like both girls and they are the only ones I have true feelings for. And that is because, once my hormones kicked in, I became very sex driven, so I stopped getting crushes though my old crushes remained.
It wasn't about wanting to fuck her brains out as much as it was about her making me feel something special.
I experienced this for first time when I was 14. In an english class I took outside school, there was this really cute girl. But of course, it didn't go well cause one day I walked in class while she was chilling with her friends and she asked me if I played Pokemon in front of everyone.
I said 'No', but they still laughed at me and I felt very embarassed. I was with her at another class 3 years later, but at that point, she was dating a 20 yo chad and I had a new crush anyway.
My next crush, I met her when I was 15 but I didn't like her at all cause she acted like a nerd and wore braces. I got a huge crush on her a year later but she brutally rejected me.
I still like both girls and they are the only ones I have true feelings for. And that is because, once my hormones kicked in, I became very sex driven, so I stopped getting crushes though my old crushes remained.