HateMyself0
Iron
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this world is very empty. All there is to it is human connection which I lack I can continue living but is there anything to live for? I can’t tell anyone everything about myself. I have to live in a lie. Nobody can love me for who I am if they know me completely maybe it’s like that for everyone I think my destiny is to be in prison. It’s not like I’ve done anything drastic but it’s not respectable. I’d rather be a murderer because my actions speak about my personality so negative. I can’t believe that I have sixty years of life left I don’t think It was meant for me to live this long. I don’t have a desire to kill myself because I’m curious about my fate yet I know something bad is coming. I don’t understand how people live pure lives. I know God will forgive me but people won’t I’m either destined to be in prison or be a monk there there’s no in between. I thought I was gonna be somewhere respectable maybe I’ll be forgiven by people because they’ll justify by saying I was young but I’m 18 now my brain solidified
