Hundred.Reasons
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So yesterday i made a post in off topic to vent because my brain was going so fast and couldn't stop. I also said i would approach 10 girls, i didn't, but i approached one girl and spent the entire night with her
I told her i don't have money so she bought me food, we went around milan, we stopped here and there to kiss and i was touching her boobs and body
She wanted to get an hotel room but i don't have the money. Also, my libido is low from this depression phase (i have bipolar disorder 2) so it's not even worth it
Cute girl but a 6 at best and the druggie type. If i had high libido would be different
Today I'm trying to approach in the cathedral are like yesterday. Didn't do shit. I don't know if i want to go home and rest (sleep is so important for looks) or keep trying in clubs
The girl from yesterday told me I'm handsome and sexy, she bought me food and kissed and 5 minutes from meeting. This probably never happened to 99% of normies
Yet I'm full Elliot mode again, debating internally. Hating woman because they have so much sex, cuddles and are never denied intimacy like us
You can improve looks, get laid, get chad treatment. The brain won't catch up. The damage is done and deep rooted. But i have bipolar too. If you're normal you might be able to heal after enough hood experiences
At least I'm living on my terms. I moved in Milan because you can only do this in a big city.
I'm not wageslaving. I sleep in my car. I eat at the shelter for poor people. I only add protein shakes during the day.
On my terms. To find girls and put my dick in their mothes and cum in their throat.
I am not here to be a good boy for society
I told her i don't have money so she bought me food, we went around milan, we stopped here and there to kiss and i was touching her boobs and body
She wanted to get an hotel room but i don't have the money. Also, my libido is low from this depression phase (i have bipolar disorder 2) so it's not even worth it
Cute girl but a 6 at best and the druggie type. If i had high libido would be different
Today I'm trying to approach in the cathedral are like yesterday. Didn't do shit. I don't know if i want to go home and rest (sleep is so important for looks) or keep trying in clubs
The girl from yesterday told me I'm handsome and sexy, she bought me food and kissed and 5 minutes from meeting. This probably never happened to 99% of normies
Yet I'm full Elliot mode again, debating internally. Hating woman because they have so much sex, cuddles and are never denied intimacy like us
You can improve looks, get laid, get chad treatment. The brain won't catch up. The damage is done and deep rooted. But i have bipolar too. If you're normal you might be able to heal after enough hood experiences
At least I'm living on my terms. I moved in Milan because you can only do this in a big city.
I'm not wageslaving. I sleep in my car. I eat at the shelter for poor people. I only add protein shakes during the day.
On my terms. To find girls and put my dick in their mothes and cum in their throat.
I am not here to be a good boy for society
