Deleted member 14682
Just a man and his will to ascend
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There's a burning sensation in my chest. It feels like I have to consciously tell my heart to pump blood to my body or i'm going to die. There's a ringing in my head. I feel like i'm drowning. I can only ever get my head above water for a split second before i'm dragged down under. I want to cry but there's no energy left in me to cry. I have to hug my pillow at night to be able to fall asleep at all.
It's only getting worse. I start college in 2 months and i'll once again be around girls my age so I will be hopeful, but I don't know if I can make it until then. 60 days seems too long.
It's only getting worse. I start college in 2 months and i'll once again be around girls my age so I will be hopeful, but I don't know if I can make it until then. 60 days seems too long.
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