Lust
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I started slaying without a problem. I literally manage to find a girlfriend almost instantly after breaking up with last one.
But i want fucking stability. I want someone who would actually love me not only for my looks but also for my personality. Right now getting a bitch and slaying her on a first date is not hard at all. But making her stay is. Literally the last 7 relationships of mine lasted all around 2 weeks. And now im really starting to understand why that could be the reason.
And the reason as stupid as it sounds but in my opinion is my personality - i open up to people very fast and to get comfortable it takes me about 1 week. And right after that im seeing a big decline in their interest towards me.
Second reason is that well those bitches are just walking red flags. And biggest of them is letting me hit on first date without knowing me or anything, just purely judging me on my looks and first impression. And then i break up with most of them because they come back to their exes. I feel like a fuck toy for those bitches when they are having a conflict with their partners, leave them and meet me, then go back to them.
Honestly fuck it lmao. Good thing is i never fell in love w any of them seriously, only got attached for short term. Only time it actually hurt me was with my first real LTR when i broke up with her the first time.
But oh i wish to actually love again one day. And find someone to actually stay with me even after they get to know me, my personality, my weaknesses.
Also slaying is cope. Only positive im seeing is that i feel slightly more confident when chatting with them.
But i want fucking stability. I want someone who would actually love me not only for my looks but also for my personality. Right now getting a bitch and slaying her on a first date is not hard at all. But making her stay is. Literally the last 7 relationships of mine lasted all around 2 weeks. And now im really starting to understand why that could be the reason.
And the reason as stupid as it sounds but in my opinion is my personality - i open up to people very fast and to get comfortable it takes me about 1 week. And right after that im seeing a big decline in their interest towards me.
Second reason is that well those bitches are just walking red flags. And biggest of them is letting me hit on first date without knowing me or anything, just purely judging me on my looks and first impression. And then i break up with most of them because they come back to their exes. I feel like a fuck toy for those bitches when they are having a conflict with their partners, leave them and meet me, then go back to them.
Honestly fuck it lmao. Good thing is i never fell in love w any of them seriously, only got attached for short term. Only time it actually hurt me was with my first real LTR when i broke up with her the first time.
But oh i wish to actually love again one day. And find someone to actually stay with me even after they get to know me, my personality, my weaknesses.
Also slaying is cope. Only positive im seeing is that i feel slightly more confident when chatting with them.

