the reality of being ND hit me recently

[mlnmln]

i feel like im on the fucking depth of the rabbit hole, and i can’t crawl up of that. the reality of being ND is fucking me up, like how the hell can i live a fucking good life while being ND? im so delulu and negative and no one underatands my perspective of life, and it feels like shit that everyone around me is so NT and they having a good life and it just fucks me up. everyone is so positive nowadays and they are just coping about everything and it blows my fucking mind, cuz i can’t think like that

 

[𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚛|𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚗]

i feel like im on the fucking depth of the rabbit hole, and i can’t crawl up of that. the reality of being ND is fucking me up, like how the hell can i live a fucking good life while being ND? im so delulu and negative and no one underatands my perspective of life, and it feels like shit that everyone around me is so NT and they having a good life and it just fucks me up. everyone is so positive nowadays and they are just coping about everything and it blows my fucking mind, cuz i can’t think like that

Are you diagnosed?

 

[jgrey080]

Unless ur diagnosed (mention it please) u aren't ND

 

[mlnmln]

Are you diagnosed?

i’ve been diagnosed with conduct disorder, i wasn’t normal when i was child and now its the same case now + i fell into the blackpill brutally so it fucked up my entire vision of the world and i feel like im fucking insane

 

[mlnmln]

i’ve been diagnosed with conduct disorder, i wasn’t normal when i was child and now its the same case now + i fell into the blackpill brutally so it fucked up my entire vision of the world and i feel like im fucking insane

Unless ur diagnosed (mention it please) u aren't ND

 

[crazyguy]

i feel like im on the fucking depth of the rabbit hole, and i can’t crawl up of that. the reality of being ND is fucking me up, like how the hell can i live a fucking good life while being ND? im so delulu and negative and no one underatands my perspective of life, and it feels like shit that everyone around me is so NT and they having a good life and it just fucks me up. everyone is so positive nowadays and they are just coping about everything and it blows my fucking mind, cuz i can’t think like that

ur definitely 100% nt

 

[Luca_.]

Dnrd water water

 

[mlnmln]

ur definitely 100% nt

i dont even know that nt fuckers are existing on blackpill lookism forums

 

[crazyguy]

i dont even know that nt fuckers are existing on blackpill lookism forums

most of the forum is nt

 

[repszon]

i feel like im on the fucking depth of the rabbit hole, and i can’t crawl up of that. the reality of being ND is fucking me up, like how the hell can i live a fucking good life while being ND? im so delulu and negative and no one underatands my perspective of life, and it feels like shit that everyone around me is so NT and they having a good life and it just fucks me up. everyone is so positive nowadays and they are just coping about everything and it blows my fucking mind, cuz i can’t think like that

Sounds like greycel larp. Sounds like you’re just socially aware of lookism, and not that you’re truley neuro-divergent with diagnosis

 

[commensale]

it will get better