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Isn't because im attractted to her. Its because Im ENVIOUS of her. I am envious of her brain and the way she managed her life through the years.
Because she was able to do the things that I wanted to do but lacked the disclipine and intelligence for them.
On top of lacking the IQ, i also lacked guidance and i was stuck with some very bad influences for a very long time.
So not only she had better genetics, she was also LUCKY in certain areas that i wasn't (besides being born with a vagina).
And the fact that i could have been better off and avoid meeting her entirely is something that i have very had time coping with.
I had a physicis degree with an NW0 at 22. I mogged most other people in my field and could have capitalized on that to make money. But I didnt, because i couldnt possibly think of doing that and also had 0 guidance whatsover.
Ofc, noone here wil understand this. Most users here are too young to understand that they have to go completely out of their comfort zone to be happy in their life and that looksmaxxing, while good, is a rabbit hole.
Because she was able to do the things that I wanted to do but lacked the disclipine and intelligence for them.
On top of lacking the IQ, i also lacked guidance and i was stuck with some very bad influences for a very long time.
So not only she had better genetics, she was also LUCKY in certain areas that i wasn't (besides being born with a vagina).
And the fact that i could have been better off and avoid meeting her entirely is something that i have very had time coping with.
I had a physicis degree with an NW0 at 22. I mogged most other people in my field and could have capitalized on that to make money. But I didnt, because i couldnt possibly think of doing that and also had 0 guidance whatsover.
Ofc, noone here wil understand this. Most users here are too young to understand that they have to go completely out of their comfort zone to be happy in their life and that looksmaxxing, while good, is a rabbit hole.
