The Reason Why I Don't Date [Brutal]

[gl0omy]

I actually don't struggle with finding women that are interested in me, and are willing to date and are interested in me sexually, and by that I mean mtbs-hmtbs, infact I never really have, even back in highschool when I was less attractive I've had girls compliment my looks, or just be nice to me even though I'm pretty much ND, I can mask it enough to have decent social life and come across likeable, though at 19 I'm still a virgin, I don't really see that as a bad thing, though I do intend on losing it soon. to a girl with a pretty face atleast. call me low T but I don't go for ltbs or chubsters, and I've rejected my fair share too

what exactly is my issue, if I can find women that are interested in me then?

the truth is, I struggle very much with trust and connecting emotionally, I'm a very distant person and I've been called emotionally unavailable by girls, I'm very comfortable on my own and I don't feel loneliness or some hole in my heart when I'm single, though like any other person I do also have a desire for sexual intimacy and romance, and being with a girl who likes me. but when I do end up getting close with a girl and we might be getting into a relationship or something, I sabotage things or I go ghost. recently I matched with a girl and we hit it off nice, exchanged numbers started talking. but then after a few days I just went ghost, I didn't feel like pursuing her, even if she's interested, same thing with a few other girls. infact I don't even really pursue women at all nowadays unless the opportunity arises and I meet a cute girl irl, but even then I just have this constant air of disinterest or dullness I can't get rid off. I don't have low libido, I have sexual thoughts everyday. get morning wood and everything it's just I get quickly disinterested

everyone says don't trust foids, even normies say don't trust bitches, but they still do to and extent to atleast connect and date them even if they do go through a heartbreak eventually, and those that don't, just slay. in the end of the day everyone's ho is going.

but the thing is relationships are built on trust, and I just can't trust people in general I'm a very secretive person, I hardly tell my best friend any of my personal problems or issues and I always deflect anything about myself in conversation, and I'd always expect women to cheat or just leave me, so I struggle with genuine connection, knowing that they will just leave or cheat on me eventually.

I think alot of things in my childhood messed me up mentally, my mom cheated on my dad, a very hard working man when I was 10-11, and the man she was with was a pos that treated me like shit and abused her, and she abused me too because she was an alcoholic for some years, cause of him drinking leading to her drinking aswell. and tho it's been a few years since she's stopped, I think that shit still affect my life . my mom always justifies her cheating on things like my dad always being on sea working

TL/dr I can date girls, I have girls available willing to date me, I just find it hard to emotionally connect and I don't see relationships lasting so I but I don't, out of distrust, fear, insecurity in my financial situation, apathy and constant feeling of dullness

if there's anyone there that have advice on how I can fix myself, or what's wrong with me please drop your opinions. someone mentioned I should go to therapy but I can't due to lack of funds

 

[isis_Bleach]

nobody trusts their gf in 2025 thars just how it is

 

[gl0omy]

nobody trusts their gf in 2025 thars just how it is

yeah that's true, but idk man I just can't connect with girls even if they like me and I like them

 

[isis_Bleach]

yeah that's true, but idk man I just can't connect with girls even if they like me and I like them

dont connect with them just talk over them

 

[gl0omy]

@truthhurts what's your opinion man
is it over

 

[gl0omy]

dont connect with them just talk over them

jfl. ngl talking with girls are usually easy most just talk about themselves constantly and I just be listening and adding commentary

idk how to explain how to explain how I feel really . ig I'm just fucked in my head

 

[ikramy]

Relate to this so much, not the messed up family part tho I had a normal family with strict parents idk why I grew up like that tbh

 

[gl0omy]

Relate to this so much

how do we fix ts bro

 

[ikramy]

how do we fix ts bro

We are doomed brother

 

[gl0omy]

Relate to this so much, not the messed up family part tho I had a normal family with strict parents idk why I grew up like that tbh

my mom was pretty strict with me too, I couldn't go out to friends or do sleepovers at all until one day my dad was willing to lie for me and I went to my friend's house for a sleepover and that was in highschool, after that I just started going out more stopped caring abt what she said. but yeah it stunted my social skills a bit icl

 

[truthhurts]

I actually don't struggle with finding women that are interested in me, and are willing to date and are interested in me sexually, and by that I mean mtbs-hmtbs, infact I never really have, even back in highschool when I was less attractive I've had girls compliment my looks, or just be nice to me even though I'm pretty much ND, I can mask it enough to have decent social life and come across likeable, though at 19 I'm still a virgin, I don't really see that as a bad thing, though I do intend on losing it soon. to a girl with a pretty face atleast. call me low T but I don't go for ltbs or chubsters, and I've rejected my fair share too

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what exactly is my issue, if I can find women that are interested in me then?

the truth is, I struggle very much with trust and connecting emotionally, I'm a very distant person and I've been called emotionally unavailable by girls, I'm very comfortable on my own and I don't feel loneliness or some hole in my heart when I'm single, though like any other person I do also have a desire for sexual intimacy and romance, and being with a girl who likes me. but when I do end up getting close with a girl and we might be getting into a relationship or something, I sabotage things or I go ghost. recently I matched with a girl and we hit it off nice, exchanged numbers started talking. but then after a few days I just went ghost, I didn't feel like pursuing her, even if she's interested, same thing with a few other girls. infact I don't even really pursue women at all nowadays unless the opportunity arises and I meet a cute girl irl, but even then I just have this constant air of disinterest or dullness I can't get rid off. I don't have low libido, I have sexual thoughts everyday. get morning wood and everything it's just I get quickly disinterested

everyone says don't trust foids, even normies say don't trust bitches, but they still do to and extent to atleast connect and date them even if they do go through a heartbreak eventually, and those that don't, just slay. in the end of the day everyone's ho is going.

but the thing is relationships are built on trust,

On Attractiveness*

and I just can't trust people in general I'm a very secretive person, I hardly tell my best friend any of my personal problems or issues and I always deflect anything about myself in conversation, and I'd always expect women to cheat or just leave me, so I struggle with genuine connection, knowing that they will just leave or cheat on me eventually.

Good. Trusting someone means to rely on someone, but the twist is, he could use your personal problems against you. Think, would one of your friends ever catch a bullet for you?

I think alot of things in my childhood messed me up mentally, my mom cheated on my dad, a very hard working man when I was 10-11, and the man she was with was a pos that treated me like shit and abused her, and she abused me too because she was an alcoholic for some years, cause of him drinking leading to her drinking aswell. and tho it's been a few years since she's stopped, I think that shit still affect my life . my mom always justifies her cheating on things like my dad always being on sea working.

I don’t want sound harshly, but your mom is genuinely retarded leaving your hard working husband, who probably treated her nice, no domestic violence, I assume, for the exact opposite.
Let me tell you the conclusion. In either both cases your mom will blame the cause on the ex-husband, and current husband. On the ex-husband, because of a silly excuse such as working overseas, just lol, I bet she will fabricate more things into the story, like he probably cheated on her during the span, he can’t be trusted because muh all men are bad. And on the current husband, because of obvious reasons such as domestic abuse etc., if she leaves him eventually, (what will mostly happen).
So if a question occurs such as why she didn’t leave him earlier, she will dodge this by answering, that it was difficult blah blah, she tried to change him, had the thoughts and genuine desire of changing him. I couldn’t leave him because of my child, using you as a shield for her incompetence.


Funny thing is they do chase after guys, who treat them like shit, it’s literally implemented in their spastic brain and the good men? They are overshadowed by the bad ones and do have to live with the consequences while the bad ones atleast had their fun.

Just Lol,

TL/dr I can date girls, I have girls available willing to date me, I just find it hard to emotionally connect and I don't see relationships lasting so I but I don't, out of distrust, fear, insecurity in my financial situation, apathy and constant feeling of dullness

if there's anyone there that have advice on how I can fix myself, or what's wrong with me please drop your opinions. someone mentioned I should go to therapy but I can't due to lack of funds

 

[truthhurts]

I wish you the best tho. May good times await you

 

[gl0omy]

On Attractiveness*

Good. Trusting someone means to rely on someone, but the twist is, he could use your personal problems against you. Think, would one of your friends ever catch a bullet for you?

I don’t want sound harshly, but your mom is genuinely retarded leaving your hard working husband, who probably treated her nice, no domestic violence, I assume, for the exact opposite.
Let me tell you the conclusion. In either both cases your mom will blame the cause on the ex-husband, and current husband. On the ex-husband, because of a silly excuse such as working overseas, just lol, I bet she will fabricate more things into the story, like he probably cheated on her during the span, he can’t be trusted because muh all men are bad. And on the current husband, because of obvious reasons such as domestic abuse etc., if she leaves him eventually, (what will mostly happen).
So if a question occurs such as why she didn’t leave him earlier, she will dodge this by answering, that it was difficult blah blah, she tried to change him, had the thoughts and genuine desire of changing him. I couldn’t leave him because of my child, using you as a shield for her incompetence.


Funny thing is they do chase after guys, who treat them like shit, it’s literally implemented in their spastic brain and the good men? They are overshadowed by the bad ones and do have to live with the consequences while the bad ones atleast had their fun.

Just Lol,

– I know. I can't trust people and that's my mentality with everyone, they can use things against me.
I only share some personal issues with him, nothing that can be used against me, we've known each other very long and we're sort of like brothers, his parents treats me like their child and used to pack in lunch for me. recently his dad died too aswell so I've been there for him
but he knows I'm mostly closed off, so he try to reach out to me alot

– about my mom , my dad didn't work overseas, he works on the sea as a deep sea fisherman. back when I was younger he'd sometimes go away for a whole month and only come in once or twice, my mom don't really use such excuses the main ones are that he was always away, barely gave her and us attention and that he used to yell alot, they divorced back then and the guy she slept with has a wife, she was with him for few years but he's out of her life now so my mom is just single. my dad still with us but they aren't together.
my mom mostly get mad if I bring it up she knows she did something wrong but she prefers not talking about it for obv reasons so she just changes topic. I think my mom only truely loved the guy that was before my dad (total different guy) he turned out to be infertile and my mom really wanted kids, she didn't know he was infertile and he left telling her he got another girl pregnant as a lie. he died recently from alcoholism and drugs, he was very depressed and actually tried to get back w my mom during the relationship with my father but failed. Irrelevant but I guess this proves first love theory
– and yeah I'm not offended by you saying that stuff it's true I already know this

my main issue is just recovering mentally and to heal so I can date girls. else ig I'll just have to do slays.

 

[truthhurts]

– I know. I can't trust people and that's my mentality with everyone, they can use things against me.
I only share some personal issues with him, nothing that can be used against me, we've known each other very long and we're sort of like brothers, his parents treats me like their child and used to pack in lunch for me. recently his dad died too aswell so I've been there for him
but he knows I'm mostly closed off, so he try to reach out to me alot

– about my mom , my dad didn't work overseas, he works on the sea as a deep sea fisherman. back when I was younger he'd sometimes go away for a whole month and only come in once or twice, my mom don't really use such excuses the main ones are that he was always away, barely gave her and us attention and that he used to yell alot, they divorced back then and the guy she slept with has a wife, she was with him for few years but he's out of her life now so my mom is just single. my dad still with us but they aren't together.
my mom mostly get mad if I bring it up she knows she did something wrong but she prefers not talking about it for obv reasons so she just changes topic. I think my mom only truely loved the guy that was before my dad (total different guy) he turned out to be infertile and my mom really wanted kids, she didn't know he was infertile and he left telling her he got another girl pregnant as a lie. he died recently from alcoholism and drugs, he was very depressed and actually tried to get back w my mom during the relationship with my father but failed. Irrelevant but I guess this proves first love theory
– and yeah I'm not offended by you saying that stuff it's true I already know this

my main issue is just recovering mentally and to heal so I can date girls. else ig I'll just have to do slays.

Excuse me for jumping on irrelevant conclusions, without knowing the whole context

 

[gl0omy]

I wish you the best tho. May good times await you
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Tyyyyy
i wish you the same

 

[esoterik]

why do people post paragraphs of their problems like people actually give a fuck

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I actually don't struggle with finding women that are interested in me, and are willing to date and are interested in me sexually, and by that I mean mtbs-hmtbs, infact I never really have, even back in highschool when I was less attractive I've had girls compliment my looks, or just be nice to me even though I'm pretty much ND, I can mask it enough to have decent social life and come across likeable, though at 19 I'm still a virgin, I don't really see that as a bad thing, though I do intend on losing it soon. to a girl with a pretty face atleast. call me low T but I don't go for ltbs or chubsters, and I've rejected my fair share too

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what exactly is my issue, if I can find women that are interested in me then?

the truth is, I struggle very much with trust and connecting emotionally, I'm a very distant person and I've been called emotionally unavailable by girls, I'm very comfortable on my own and I don't feel loneliness or some hole in my heart when I'm single, though like any other person I do also have a desire for sexual intimacy and romance, and being with a girl who likes me. but when I do end up getting close with a girl and we might be getting into a relationship or something, I sabotage things or I go ghost. recently I matched with a girl and we hit it off nice, exchanged numbers started talking. but then after a few days I just went ghost, I didn't feel like pursuing her, even if she's interested, same thing with a few other girls. infact I don't even really pursue women at all nowadays unless the opportunity arises and I meet a cute girl irl, but even then I just have this constant air of disinterest or dullness I can't get rid off. I don't have low libido, I have sexual thoughts everyday. get morning wood and everything it's just I get quickly disinterested

everyone says don't trust foids, even normies say don't trust bitches, but they still do to and extent to atleast connect and date them even if they do go through a heartbreak eventually, and those that don't, just slay. in the end of the day everyone's ho is going.

but the thing is relationships are built on trust, and I just can't trust people in general I'm a very secretive person, I hardly tell my best friend any of my personal problems or issues and I always deflect anything about myself in conversation, and I'd always expect women to cheat or just leave me, so I struggle with genuine connection, knowing that they will just leave or cheat on me eventually.

I think alot of things in my childhood messed me up mentally, my mom cheated on my dad, a very hard working man when I was 10-11, and the man she was with was a pos that treated me like shit and abused her, and she abused me too because she was an alcoholic for some years, cause of him drinking leading to her drinking aswell. and tho it's been a few years since she's stopped, I think that shit still affect my life . my mom always justifies her cheating on things like my dad always being on sea working

TL/dr I can date girls, I have girls available willing to date me, I just find it hard to emotionally connect and I don't see relationships lasting so I but I don't, out of distrust, fear, insecurity in my financial situation, apathy and constant feeling of dullness

if there's anyone there that have advice on how I can fix myself, or what's wrong with me please drop your opinions. someone mentioned I should go to therapy but I can't due to lack of funds

Interesting...

I'd have just fucked a few LTBs if I were you for sure

But brother, this mental dynamic you hold, not needing partnership, being at peace alone

Alone, but not lonely

It's very attractive and high tier redpill game that most people need to learn

You're set. That's very good,

I'm the same way but get no bitches, never lonely, always chillin, despite the fact I have not a single irl friend rn
(Just 1 who I call up on the phone)

I do not feel lonely, it's become foreign to me

Bored? Sure. But I just don't get lonely

It's based

 

[gl0omy]

Excuse me for jumping on irrelevant conclusions, without knowing the whole context

nah it happens man. it's cool

 

[gl0omy]

Interesting...

I'd have just fucked a few LTBs if I were you for sure

But brother, this mental dynamic you hold, not needing partnership, being at peace alone

Alone, but not lonely

It's very attractive and high tier redpill game that most people need to learn

You're set. That's very good,

I'm the same way but get no bitches, never lonely, always chillin, despite the fact I have not a single irl friend rn
(Just 1 who I call up on the phone)

I do not feel lonely, it's become foreign to me

Bored? Sure. But I just don't get lonely

It's based

nahh I can't do that I got standards man. I've had chances w mtbs. and I still have girls in my phone I can talk to, & maybe link up
i wouldn't call it being red pilled bro i think I'm just avoidant or some shit, I have issues I need to get over
also how don't you get bitches bro you look good?

 

[gl0omy]

why do people post paragraphs of their problems like people actually give a fuck

I understand your perspective but I enjoy reading story threads on here.
I kinda used this as a vent, I see alot of people vent here so I might aswell ask for advice about my situation

 

[Alias!]

I actually don't struggle with finding women that are interested in me, and are willing to date and are interested in me sexually, and by that I mean mtbs-hmtbs, infact I never really have, even back in highschool when I was less attractive I've had girls compliment my looks, or just be nice to me even though I'm pretty much ND, I can mask it enough to have decent social life and come across likeable, though at 19 I'm still a virgin, I don't really see that as a bad thing, though I do intend on losing it soon. to a girl with a pretty face atleast. call me low T but I don't go for ltbs or chubsters, and I've rejected my fair share too

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what exactly is my issue, if I can find women that are interested in me then?

the truth is, I struggle very much with trust and connecting emotionally, I'm a very distant person and I've been called emotionally unavailable by girls, I'm very comfortable on my own and I don't feel loneliness or some hole in my heart when I'm single, though like any other person I do also have a desire for sexual intimacy and romance, and being with a girl who likes me. but when I do end up getting close with a girl and we might be getting into a relationship or something, I sabotage things or I go ghost. recently I matched with a girl and we hit it off nice, exchanged numbers started talking. but then after a few days I just went ghost, I didn't feel like pursuing her, even if she's interested, same thing with a few other girls. infact I don't even really pursue women at all nowadays unless the opportunity arises and I meet a cute girl irl, but even then I just have this constant air of disinterest or dullness I can't get rid off. I don't have low libido, I have sexual thoughts everyday. get morning wood and everything it's just I get quickly disinterested

everyone says don't trust foids, even normies say don't trust bitches, but they still do to and extent to atleast connect and date them even if they do go through a heartbreak eventually, and those that don't, just slay. in the end of the day everyone's ho is going.

but the thing is relationships are built on trust, and I just can't trust people in general I'm a very secretive person, I hardly tell my best friend any of my personal problems or issues and I always deflect anything about myself in conversation, and I'd always expect women to cheat or just leave me, so I struggle with genuine connection, knowing that they will just leave or cheat on me eventually.

I think alot of things in my childhood messed me up mentally, my mom cheated on my dad, a very hard working man when I was 10-11, and the man she was with was a pos that treated me like shit and abused her, and she abused me too because she was an alcoholic for some years, cause of him drinking leading to her drinking aswell. and tho it's been a few years since she's stopped, I think that shit still affect my life . my mom always justifies her cheating on things like my dad always being on sea working

TL/dr I can date girls, I have girls available willing to date me, I just find it hard to emotionally connect and I don't see relationships lasting so I but I don't, out of distrust, fear, insecurity in my financial situation, apathy and constant feeling of dullness

if there's anyone there that have advice on how I can fix myself, or what's wrong with me please drop your opinions. someone mentioned I should go to therapy but I can't due to lack of funds

i like you as a user but too much text vro hope it gets better for you

 

[gl0omy]

i like you as a user but too much text vro hope it gets better for you

alright gang

 

[esoterik]

I understand your perspective but I enjoy reading story threads on here.
I kinda used this as a vent, I see alot of people vent here so I might aswell ask for advice about my situation

read the story just because ur not narcy, i had this issue in 2023, after dating a few times, your just going to endup in the same place, every girl in our generation is quite literally the same, its only worth it for the sex

 

[Alias!]

alright gang

 

[gl0omy]

read the story just because ur not narcy, i had this issue in 2023, after dating a few times, your just going to endup in the same place, every girl in our generation is quite literally the same, its only worth it for the sex

ayw thx for the read man
and yeah you're probably right. I should just lose my virginity and start dating without being attached to the girls.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

nahh I can't do that I got standards man. I've had chances w mtbs. and I still have girls in my phone I can talk to, & maybe link up
i wouldn't call it being red pilled bro i think I'm just avoidant or some shit, I have issues I need to get over
also how don't you get bitches bro you look good?

5"6 social autist chadlite

Good looking, and I've had a super clear chance to slay which I slipped up due to bad social skills

That was like my only female friend and she invited me to a motel and I just sat there

It's on me tbh

Bro, that's good. Redpill is good, being avoidant is also good if you use it properly

Being hard to talk to, being hard to lock down / get commitment from

That makes a woman chase, ideal.

My standards are low tho so I'm not stressed tbh

 

[gl0omy]

5"6 social autist chadlite

Good looking, and I've had a super clear chance to slay which I slipped up due to bad social skills

That was like my only female friend and she invited me to a motel and I just sat there

It's on me tbh

Bro, that's good. Redpill is good, being avoidant is also good if you use it properly

Being hard to talk to, being hard to lock down / get commitment from

That makes a woman chase, ideal.

My standards are low tho so I'm not stressed tbh

I'm like 5'8 in shoes so I'm not that far from you bro!!
I slipped up a few chances to, a girl that invited me to her crib was laying up next to me and I just continued watching TV like an autist. it happens.


since you're actually gl, you seem more like a mentalcel imo.
if you're willing to slay ltbs shouldn't have an issue finding them at all, online, IG? tinder?
I'd say try clubbing but height is a big factor but still worth trying.

if you have good social circle you can meet girls through them

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I'm like 5'8 in shoes so I'm not that far from you bro!!
I slipped up a few chances to, a girl that invited me to her crib was laying up next to me and I just continued watching TV like an autist. it happens.


since you're actually gl, you seem more like a mentalcel imo.
if you're willing to slay ltbs shouldn't have an issue finding them at all, online, IG? tinder?
I'd say try clubbing but height is a big factor but still worth trying.

if you have good social circle you can meet girls through them

Well... I don't mind waiting until I get my bread up,

Sex comes after success in my worldview, this is good for me, and would be good for the world overall

But go back 6 months/1/2 years, yeah I just rotted and didn't get out there

I used to be way more socially anxious than I am now

I could get some, and some of this maybe cope

If I were to want bitches, these is my current issues

1. Not a social animal, would be awkward
2. No social circle

Both make me seem weird

But I could definitely date down and find a chopped ltb white woman and be totally at peace with her looks level

My requirements are
1. White or half white
2. Not obese
3. Not bald

 

[gl0omy]

Well... I don't mind waiting until I get my bread up,

Sex comes after success in my worldview, this is good for me, and would be good for the world overall

But go back 6 months/1/2 years, yeah I just rotted and didn't get out there

I used to be way more socially anxious than I am now

I could get some, and some of this maybe cope

If I were to want bitches, these is my current issues

1. Not a social animal, would be awkward
2. No social circle

Both make me seem weird

But I could definitely date down and find a chopped ltb white woman and be totally at peace with her looks level

My requirements are
1. White or half white
2. Not obese
3. Not bald

I totally get you bro. I need to get my bread up too, infact this used to be my mentality, then I realised I need to get laid before 25

but realistically most guys that are dating rn aren't well off either, and girls want guys with experience so

it's still okay to date or atleast slay while you're busy getting bank (I assume you're not a virgin? if you are damn that's unexpected)

not being a social animal won't make you seem weird cause u look good, people can think you a chill or nonchalant guy.

I'm not really that social either unless I'm drinking jfl, and there's alot of girls that are introverted too so I doubt they'll find u odd

but yeah you should try and make friends somehow ik it's hard as an adult, but having friends is important. I'm lucky to still have my friend group from highschool with all of them living close to me. if I didn't I'd probably be a recluse

I think you should date mtbs atleast tho icl, but if that's your standards aye man that's okay
the race does narrow down the amount of girls that'll go for you, but there's alot of white woman out there that go crazy for black guys

my requirements aren't crazy ngl, I prefer white women over all. mtb facially, like maybe mid or slightly abv avg, I go for face mostly. body I don't really care about tbh. as long as she's not fat, I like skinny girls

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I totally get you bro. I need to get my bread up too, infact this used to be my mentality, then I realised I need to get laid before 25

but realistically most guys that are dating rn aren't well off either, and girls want guys with experience so

it's still okay to date or atleast slay while you're busy getting bank (I assume you're not a virgin? if you are damn that's unexpected)

not being a social animal won't make you seem weird cause u look good, people can think you a chill or nonchalant guy.

I'm not really that social either unless I'm drinking jfl, and there's alot of girls that are introverted too so I doubt they'll find u odd

but yeah you should try and make friends somehow ik it's hard as an adult, but having friends is important. I'm lucky to still have my friend group from highschool with all of them living close to me. if I didn't I'd probably be a recluse

I think you should date mtbs atleast tho icl, but if that's your standards aye man that's okay
the race does narrow down the amount of girls that'll go for you, but there's alot of white woman out there that go crazy for black guys

my requirements aren't crazy ngl, I prefer white women over all. mtb facially, like maybe mid or slightly abv avg, I go for face mostly. body I don't really care about tbh. as long as she's not fat, I like skinny girls

White ltb is like htb compared to any other race

Her facial psl is probably ltb

But in my mind they're still mtb/htb

But I'd hate to still be friends with my high school group, they were retarded drug addicts, as was I

Now I'm high iq

 

[gl0omy]

White ltb is like htb compared to any other race

Her facial psl is probably ltb

But in my mind they're still mtb/htb

But I'd hate to still be friends with my high school group, they were retarded drug addicts, as was I

Now I'm high iq

i think white girls are best too, i have a thing for brunettes with hazel eyes. but I'd slay lightskin girl with curly hair tho

since you abandoned that group do uou have any way of socialising/meeting new people?
would be kinda crazy if you get a girl and she realises you got no friends

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i think white girls are best too, i have a thing for brunettes with hazel eyes. but I'd slay lightskin girl with curly hair tho

since you abandoned that group do uou have any way of socialising/meeting new people?
would be kinda crazy if you get a girl and she realises you got no friends

Exactly bro I'm kinda cooked

But that's all it is

I really am not lonely, just a loner

It is what it is, she could introduce me to her friends ig

I've got a tragic backstory which would make her sympathize but I kinda hate playing thst card

As my best friend died. I became deeply depressed and isolated, smoked hella weed

Then just stayed alone

I could sympathy farm but idk