barcacel
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Due to me being 5'3 obviously I can't looksmax but there is way, i could wait for future height increase technologies, but in some way I thought that real females would harm me
So, i got the idea to wait for vr and become a 6'11 gigachad in a vr world similar to real life but in different decades of humanity
but..... then I realized that I have no libido, I get no motivation when talking to a female, when I see their faces I only see evilness, they created a fear on me that makes me scared of them, I feel like slaying has no meaning, other males have already fucked them and I don't like that. I would also need to remove my autism to get my social skills back but..... thanks to my autism is that i found about the blackpill and all these technologies, I'd be a hypocrite if I did it. When I talk to female my mind is just in blank and I don't know what to say or do, but in the past when I wasn't blackpilled I knew what to say and do because I had a lot of motivation. Is like i lost my motivation because of the blackpill.
So, i got the idea to wait for vr and become a 6'11 gigachad in a vr world similar to real life but in different decades of humanity
but..... then I realized that I have no libido, I get no motivation when talking to a female, when I see their faces I only see evilness, they created a fear on me that makes me scared of them, I feel like slaying has no meaning, other males have already fucked them and I don't like that. I would also need to remove my autism to get my social skills back but..... thanks to my autism is that i found about the blackpill and all these technologies, I'd be a hypocrite if I did it. When I talk to female my mind is just in blank and I don't know what to say or do, but in the past when I wasn't blackpilled I knew what to say and do because I had a lot of motivation. Is like i lost my motivation because of the blackpill.
