RAITEIII
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1. For many years I ended up bottling up all my real thoughts and feelings. I was opressed. Speaking my mind since I was a child would bring danger and risk. Lead to rejection and ostrization. So eventually I simply kept all to myself and supressed my thoughts.
Nowdays I still have fear of showing myself, because I don't want to face judgment. BUT it's irrational. Everybody will have an opinion about what you say or do, and some will be positive others negative. And it's part of life. Me better than anyone know that you will be extremly hated even if you look good.
2. I don't care that much.
Since I've started doing business I noticed that I would try to be cool and have a conversation with specific people. Due to my own CONVINIENCE, I knew I would get something out of it so I tried to make an effort to connect with the other person.
Normally I don't want anything from anybody so I do not bother to talk or even acknowledge existence.
There it is.
Nowdays I still have fear of showing myself, because I don't want to face judgment. BUT it's irrational. Everybody will have an opinion about what you say or do, and some will be positive others negative. And it's part of life. Me better than anyone know that you will be extremly hated even if you look good.
2. I don't care that much.
Since I've started doing business I noticed that I would try to be cool and have a conversation with specific people. Due to my own CONVINIENCE, I knew I would get something out of it so I tried to make an effort to connect with the other person.
Normally I don't want anything from anybody so I do not bother to talk or even acknowledge existence.
There it is.
