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I have been wondering for the last 6 months, who i rly i am and i figured it out. I have two people inside of me, one is a high t confident guy and the other is a low t manchild. And they constantly fight for supremacy and the second one always wins. Why is that? Why is it that i cant maintain my actual personality?
Because i canot fucking be with my oneitis. If i was with my oneitis, the weak shitty side of me would disappear and only the strong one would be left. But no, im deprived of this, i have to suffer, not just suffer from unrequited love but also suffering from not being able to be who i rly am, be myself.
Its difficult to be cool and strong without any female validation, i used to do it for a while, but could not maintain it cause i couldnt be with her. if i could get thsi girl, i would show her to my parents and they would accept her even if she is a slut cause i would have the balls to shut them up. but this is more science fiction than going out with her lol, i will never be complete.
Because i canot fucking be with my oneitis. If i was with my oneitis, the weak shitty side of me would disappear and only the strong one would be left. But no, im deprived of this, i have to suffer, not just suffer from unrequited love but also suffering from not being able to be who i rly am, be myself.
Its difficult to be cool and strong without any female validation, i used to do it for a while, but could not maintain it cause i couldnt be with her. if i could get thsi girl, i would show her to my parents and they would accept her even if she is a slut cause i would have the balls to shut them up. but this is more science fiction than going out with her lol, i will never be complete.
