Bigonial
Iron
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- Apr 22, 2025
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Sadly, without a doubt, it’s over for me. Despite my attempts to act normal or mentally there amongst females I am not. Being nuero divergent because of my past trauma (My dad making me watch him beat my mom and beating the shit out of me) has descended me from a fakecels reality. Despite my decent looks I have immense falios that ruin me. Despite joining org as of recent I’ve been in the black pill loop since 2021 feeling desperate to look better. Despite my many attempts to become a chadlite htn or chad have failed. I know surgeries are an option but I would rather rope than betabux just to feel a fake love with no meaning. In addition, I give up on competing with the genetic specimens as I am already a genetic anomaly myself. My parents are both completely subhuman and nearly deformed but passed me down perfect genetics. I mouth breathed as a kid which literally ruined those great genetics making me reccesed big nose etc. despite all of that I still stand over 6ft and mtn but it’s never enough. As a truecel the reality is lonely, dead, or simulating your life like a robot everyday. Speaking to anyone seems a waste as they don’t provide any love or care to me not even a smile for my face or a compliment about my achievements. People around me carry a deep hatred I don’t understand nor convey in real life. So throughout this process of torture and despair to my being I’ve decided roping is ideal. Before I do I’m planning to make some money then hand it to one person with potential giving them the true love their face may achieve. I wish the best for all of you, love:unknown
