The sun has set on blackout.xl [Final thread]

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Blackout.xl

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The sun has set on blackout.xl

My time here is done and dusted, it’s completely over. I mentally broke down with little effort. Someone just had to egg me on a bit and I overreacted

It’s too late though, there’s no going back. I can’t take back what I did. I messed up and burned bridges. It’s my fault

@Vidyacoper you’re right, you won. Not only have you taken me out of commission, you’ve made yourself look strong. Like a high T chad. You’ve gained Everyone’s respect. Mirin

@Alarico8 i overreacted to you and apologize, I shouldn’t of gotten so pissed. I just have severe mental illness. What you did triggered something, I’ll get help.

@PrettyBoyMaxxing I burnt a bridge between us but maybe it can be rebuilt when I come back and I’m mentally well, idk. Don’t count on it though, you probably dislike me rn and I’ve seen the discord chats. It’s perfectly justified

@Dyorotic2 sry for being estrogenic towards you. You used to be in my legion and I pushed u away. My fault

I’m gonna go. Mods don’t ban me. But yes, the sun has set on my time here. I’ve overstayed my welcome, I became stale and now I’m just annoying, histrionic and mentally unwell. I’m gonna try my best to stay off this forum. I hope I don’t relapse. All the other shit in the past was larp but this breakdown was legit. I recently cut my hair and I look like a creature. I can’t leave my house. I will be posted on social media and bullied, it’s happened in the past already.

so long friends, I’ll try to stay off

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@LordNorwood
@DianabolDownie
@Catawampus
 
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See you in 5~8 hours max
 
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I have retainers which prevent me from chewing gum while having it on, will chisel's work fine still or should I just chew when ever they're off (like 2 hrs a day)?
 
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Jfl u did not run out of friends noone is actually mad at you this is not gossip girls, u can make a post legit “sorry for being dramatic” n u will be fully forgiven son, u are not rent free in everryone we are not mad @ u
I fucked up. I must go. I’ll ipblock .me so I don’t come back for a while
I have retainers which prevent me from chewing gum while having it on, will chisel's work fine still or should I just chew when ever they're off (like 2 hrs a day)?
Chew when they’re off
 
I sent that message above to get to my 499th message. Now I will use my 500th message, to celebrate your incredible honor on this forum Blackout. I shall become a bluecel by paying my respects to a legendary nigga, I will miss you.
 
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Inject T immediately
 
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>[Final thread]
sure
 
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dn rd
 
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Ritalincel
 
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ill either see you in less than 24 hours or a few months
either way
goodbye king
 
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Farewell, king.
 
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Jesus christ, i have no words.
 
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Not a single word was read
 
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Take care my lord, remember to focus on yourself, and YOURSELF first. Ascend as much as possible, clear any negative thoughts, become free of your chains, and if you then so wish to come back we will welcome you with open arms, my lord. Farewell and take care, for life is what it is, and will be what it is supposed to be, so don't let anything get to your head, till we all die emptyhanded. 🙏 😤 🙌😭
 
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Giphy 5
 
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Im not. Instead of making apologies stand up for yourself, this makes you seem weak.
I can’t. There’s reasons for why I can’t do anything rn that I can’t disclose
 
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Goodbye young blood
 
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I can’t. There’s reasons for why I can’t do anything rn that I can’t disclose
Understandable, wish you the best of luck on your journey.
 
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You'll be back in a couple of hours as always, but don't let these things take you down.
 
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You'll be back in a couple of hours as always, but don't let these things take you down.
Why are you being so nice? You said you dont respect ugly people.
 
Nigga, no one cares it's a fucking internet forum.
 
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Why are you being so nice? You said you dont respect ugly people.

I don't remember saying that, maybe I've said I don't like ugly people though

which is true, but that is a feeling I keep to myself, unless the ugly person is also a degenerate then I have to show my hate.

Other than that I treat most people with respect, no need for me to hate on him just because he's fat
 
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Nigga, no one cares it's a fucking internet forum.
i mean well if your like me with the internet being 99% of your interaction then well

ya kiiiinda care
 
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will miss you if you're serious
 
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I think a break will do you good king, this site does a number on your mental state after using it nonstop for months at a time. You will be missed until your return.
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Thats fucked up ngl

That's how the world works, I'm programmed to hate what is bad

bad genetics, bad behavior, bad intelligence, bad morals... we all are.
 
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i mean well if your like me with the internet being 99% of your interaction then well

ya kiiiinda care
Does anyone here know who you are IRL? Do you not interact with others on other sites and social media?

I keep forgetting most of you are teencels, you'll understand what I mean when you've gone through puberty.
 
Does anyone here know who you are IRL? Do you not interact with others on other sites and social media?

I keep forgetting most of you are teencels, you'll understand what I mean when you've gone through puberty.
been homeschooling all my life so no, no IRL communication, just internet, and no need for actual social media
 
been homeschooling all my life so no, no IRL communication, just internet, and no need for actual social media
Fucking brutal, I am so sorry for you.
 
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Fucking brutal, I am so sorry for you.
well im trying to convince grandmother to help me get a job so then itll be all good
 
well im trying to convince grandmother to get me a job so then itll be all good
I would try to convince whoever your guardian is to put you in a normal school and be around people your age...
 
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The sun has set on blackout.xl

My time here is done and dusted, it’s completely over. I mentally broke down with little effort. Someone just had to egg me on a bit and I overreacted

It’s too late though, there’s no going back. I can’t take back what I did. I messed up and burned bridges. It’s my fault

@Vidyacoper you’re right, you won. Not only have you taken me out of commission, you’ve made yourself look strong. Like a high T chad. You’ve gained Everyone’s respect. Mirin

@Alarico8 i overreacted to you and apologize, I shouldn’t of gotten so pissed. I just have severe mental illness. What you did triggered something, I’ll get help.

@PrettyBoyMaxxing I burnt a bridge between us but maybe it can be rebuilt when I come back and I’m mentally well, idk. Don’t count on it though, you probably dislike me rn and I’ve seen the discord chats. It’s perfectly justified

@Dyorotic2 sry for being estrogenic towards you. You used to be in my legion and I pushed u away. My fault

I’m gonna go. Mods don’t ban me. But yes, the sun has set on my time here. I’ve overstayed my welcome, I became stale and now I’m just annoying, histrionic and mentally unwell. I’m gonna try my best to stay off this forum. I hope I don’t relapse. All the other shit in the past was larp but this breakdown was legit. I recently cut my hair and I look like a creature. I can’t leave my house. I will be posted on social media and bullied, it’s happened in the past already.

so long friends, I’ll try to stay off

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@LordNorwood
@DianabolDownie
@Catawampus
Cliffs?

Not been keeping up to date on looksmax edrama
 
I would try to convince whoever your guardian is to put you in a normal school and be around people your age...
kinda late for that, 11th grade so times pretty much up
plus i'm way too high inhib for public school

i tried to convince them to put me in public since like 5th grade, never happened
i was in public for 2nd and 3rd but thats just elementary and shit
 
kinda late for that, 11th grade so times pretty much up
plus i'm way too high inhib for public school

i tried to convince them to put me in public since like 5th grade, never happened
i was in public for 2nd and 3rd but thats just elementary and shit
Try not to isolate too much in college then
 
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Try not to isolate too much in college then
ill do my best

but i got an entire childhood of social development to catch up on
 
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Come on nig stay king
 
ill do my best

but i got an entire childhood of social development to catch up on
Ye it's not going to be easy, but better late than never.

Your situation is still blowing my mind, what your parents did is borderline child abuse tbh
 
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I'm gonna miss your threads, I Think I have read all of them since I joined ngl. Hope you become a BBC champion one day you deserve it the most :feelsbadman:
 
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I'm gonna miss your threads, I Think I have read all of them since I joined ngl. Hope you become a BBC champion one day you deserve it the most :feelsbadman:
I deserve it more
 

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