the thing which increased my hatred at a young age.

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when i was 14 i really liked this girl, she was reposting about wanting a loving relationship and that she cares only about personality and if someone treats her good she starts catching feelings.

and waht did i do? i was the utlimate gentlemna, i treated her like god on earth, i was nice asf complimented her gave the best compliments my personality was top tier my love for her was top tier we had matching music style same hobbies i was the perfect man for her, but no. all of that didnt matter since everytime she looked up she saw that subhuman face of mine, which is not possible to love.

And than she cut me off, and we barely spoke ever since. i still love her but she doesnt even think about me
it still haunts me and angers me to this day, it teached me a lesson that no matter what the type of girl they say they are they arent,