The thought of my step parents finding my dead body doesnt phase me as much anymore

[fr0st]

I think about suicide a lot. Most of the day really and my mind keeps on wandering to the thought of my grandparents walking in to me with my head blown off brain leaking onto the floor with my skull scattered around my room. At first I wanted to withhold suicide until they die but I dont think I can wait that long. Im sure most of you don't know this but a while ago I almost killed myself even making a goodbye thread. I had the gun and was going to do it before I got stopped. Those thoughts are flaring up again.

 

[Deleted member 260021]

Ok now put that low inhibition towards something actually useful like steroids, plastic surgery, and makeup

 

[ASM5]

I think about suicide a lot. Most of the day really and my mind keeps on wandering to the thought of my grandparents walking in to me with my head blown off brain leaking onto the floor with my skull scattered around my room. At first I wanted to withhold suicide until they die but I dont think I can wait that long. Im sure most of you don't know this but a while ago I almost killed myself even making a goodbye thread. I had the gun and was going to do it before I got stopped. Those thoughts are flaring up again.

What about your life is so horrible that you do not enjoy it? I have been suicidal before to so I may be able to help you

 

[uksucks]

I thought you're a Slayer?