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I’ve told this story on here before, but I’ll go more in depth this time.
about a year ago, my friend invited me to go clubbing with some of his buddies in the city.
My friend is about 6’4 now, but he was around 6’2 at the time, and he’s htn.
He told me they were all pretty tall, so I was assuming they would be around his size or slightly taller….
When the time came, we took a bus to the city, and then a metro to the designated meeting spot.
(For context, this was before I found .org, before I started seriously looksmaxxing, back when I had no drip, and a horrible hair cut)
Eventually my friend gets a phone call from his friends saying they were there.
They walk into the metro station…
I kid you not they’re all 6’5-6’7 and HTN+
They all have maxxed out drip
(polo puffers, $$$$ watches, airmaxxes/airforces)
One of them was literally borderline chad, insane bonemass he looked like Dolph Lundgren with a buzzcut.
Immediately I felt mogged as fuck.
How the fuck was I supposed to compete with these 1/10000000000 freaks?
I was a 6’0 lmtn with NO drip, NO bones.
I felt like a literal bug compared to them.
And I was.
that’s just the reality.
Immediately these guys are being douches, making “jokes” about me and how I looked, and so was my friend.
They were basically just point out things about me like my failos and clothes, and then saying “hahaha bro just joking”
I remember one of them saying
“you two kinda look like brothers”
to me and my friend,
and my friend responded
“Hell no, I could never look like his ugly ass”
That’s not a joke you make around new people.
Literally belittling me in front of strangers.
That’s a joke you make with long term friends…
But this is beside the point….
Eventually we started walking to the club.
The city was bouncing, hella people were out.
Of course these motherfuckers are getting an unfathomable amount of IOIs from every chick we pass, meanwhile I’m invisible.
I remember one of them asked me facetiously
“How many girls you getting tonight brohh”
They all started laughing.
It was obviously just another way to make fun of me since I obviously wasn’t gonna get any girls.
I responded “I don’t know man”
And he started talking down to me, big-broing me.
“Dude you gotta have more confidence dude blah blah blah”
All while they were laughing.
For the rest of the ride I kind of just twiddled my thumbs because I felt so pathetic.
We hopped off the metro about a block away from the club.
While we’re walking there I went ahead of the group about 30 feet just to take in the beautiful city and have a moment to myself.
One thing about me is that I have incredible hearing. It’s actually uncanny.
After a bit of walking ahead, I hear one of the douches say
“so bro what’s the deal with your friend? He’s an ugly loser, why’d you even bring him?”
My friend said
“yeah bro he’s ugly but he knows it, he’s cool once you get to know him.”
This was my friend of many years saying this about me.
I just pretended I didn’t hear.
I kept my head forward, but I wanted to cry so bad.
I can’t say I was shocked because they had been assholes the entire night thusfar, but it still made me feel like absolute shit.
That was the lowest moment of my life.
I still to this day have never felt more emasculated, and pathetic, and sad, and angry, and small, than I did in that very moment.
Like what did I even do to deserve that humilation ritual man.
A night of pure hell.
Long story short, we couldn’t even get into the club because it was full.
So essentially I suffered through a brutal humiliation ritual for absolutely no reason.
That was really the night that made me start taking looksmaxxing much more seriously.
I found org a couple of months later, and I have since ascended.
I literally cried myself to sleep that night.
It was so brutal.
I vowed to never let myself be made to feel that way again.
I would never be “the ugly one” again.
@iblamexyz @mohi_100 @Glorious King @Knight
@Whiteboard7 @AverageCurryEnjoyer @TechnoBoss
about a year ago, my friend invited me to go clubbing with some of his buddies in the city.
My friend is about 6’4 now, but he was around 6’2 at the time, and he’s htn.
He told me they were all pretty tall, so I was assuming they would be around his size or slightly taller….
When the time came, we took a bus to the city, and then a metro to the designated meeting spot.
(For context, this was before I found .org, before I started seriously looksmaxxing, back when I had no drip, and a horrible hair cut)
Eventually my friend gets a phone call from his friends saying they were there.
They walk into the metro station…
I kid you not they’re all 6’5-6’7 and HTN+
They all have maxxed out drip
(polo puffers, $$$$ watches, airmaxxes/airforces)
One of them was literally borderline chad, insane bonemass he looked like Dolph Lundgren with a buzzcut.
Immediately I felt mogged as fuck.
How the fuck was I supposed to compete with these 1/10000000000 freaks?
I was a 6’0 lmtn with NO drip, NO bones.
I felt like a literal bug compared to them.
And I was.
that’s just the reality.
Immediately these guys are being douches, making “jokes” about me and how I looked, and so was my friend.
They were basically just point out things about me like my failos and clothes, and then saying “hahaha bro just joking”
I remember one of them saying
“you two kinda look like brothers”
to me and my friend,
and my friend responded
“Hell no, I could never look like his ugly ass”
That’s not a joke you make around new people.
Literally belittling me in front of strangers.
That’s a joke you make with long term friends…
But this is beside the point….
Eventually we started walking to the club.
The city was bouncing, hella people were out.
Of course these motherfuckers are getting an unfathomable amount of IOIs from every chick we pass, meanwhile I’m invisible.
I remember one of them asked me facetiously
“How many girls you getting tonight brohh”
They all started laughing.
It was obviously just another way to make fun of me since I obviously wasn’t gonna get any girls.
I responded “I don’t know man”
And he started talking down to me, big-broing me.
“Dude you gotta have more confidence dude blah blah blah”
All while they were laughing.
For the rest of the ride I kind of just twiddled my thumbs because I felt so pathetic.
We hopped off the metro about a block away from the club.
While we’re walking there I went ahead of the group about 30 feet just to take in the beautiful city and have a moment to myself.
One thing about me is that I have incredible hearing. It’s actually uncanny.
After a bit of walking ahead, I hear one of the douches say
“so bro what’s the deal with your friend? He’s an ugly loser, why’d you even bring him?”
My friend said
“yeah bro he’s ugly but he knows it, he’s cool once you get to know him.”
This was my friend of many years saying this about me.
I just pretended I didn’t hear.
I kept my head forward, but I wanted to cry so bad.
I can’t say I was shocked because they had been assholes the entire night thusfar, but it still made me feel like absolute shit.
That was the lowest moment of my life.
I still to this day have never felt more emasculated, and pathetic, and sad, and angry, and small, than I did in that very moment.
Like what did I even do to deserve that humilation ritual man.
A night of pure hell.
Long story short, we couldn’t even get into the club because it was full.
So essentially I suffered through a brutal humiliation ritual for absolutely no reason.
That was really the night that made me start taking looksmaxxing much more seriously.
I found org a couple of months later, and I have since ascended.
I literally cried myself to sleep that night.
It was so brutal.
I vowed to never let myself be made to feel that way again.
I would never be “the ugly one” again.
@iblamexyz @mohi_100 @Glorious King @Knight
@Whiteboard7 @AverageCurryEnjoyer @TechnoBoss
