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i don't think im at all autistic i am just very strongly infp i don't have hobbies or interests really i just think/listen to music all day usally i cry a few times, get on all fours like a dog and shake and make sounds from dopamine spike. im probably not interested in having friends because unless its someone interesting i find their replies less interesting than what i can make up in my head + socializing interferes with my mental image of myself (example i think of myself as 6 PSL and once in a millenium level handsome) + don't feel lonely or anything. this mental image is why i like the idea of having friends, because good looking/winner has friends and losers don't have friends, (i don't wanna be a "loser").

practically though id rather cry about not having friends for 4 hours than have some gay conversation with some subhuman (i would only be interested in good looking and rich friends beccause its a fantasy)
 
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What do you mean?
To be part of an aristocratic alliance who rides off to war and kill subhumans. Not a social pact to pass time and not let each other be rendered vulnerable to loneliness.
 
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To be part of an aristocratic alliance who rides off to war and kill subhumans. Not a social pact to pass time and not let each other be rendered vulnerable to loneliness.
If I came to India would my aristocracy suffice?
 
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If I came to India would my aristocracy suffice?
you need to bulk up and get more dimorphism and have some special skill like horse riding or sword fighting.
 
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i don't think im at all autistic i am just very strongly infp i don't have hobbies or interests really i just think/listen to music all day usally i cry a few times, get on all fours like a dog and shake and make sounds from dopamine spike. im probably not interested in having friends because unless its someone interesting i find their replies less interesting than what i can make up in my head + socializing interferes with my mental image of myself (example i think of myself as 6 PSL and once in a millenium level handsome) + don't feel lonely or anything. this mental image is why i like the idea of having friends, because good looking/winner has friends and losers don't have friends, (i don't wanna be a "loser").

practically though id rather cry about not having friends for 4 hours than have some gay conversation with some subhuman (i would only be interested in good looking and rich friends beccause its a fantasy)
i dont feel lonely either bhaither.
 
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you need to bulk up and get more dimorphism and have some special skill like horse riding or sword fighting.
I am flexible and used to do taekwondo.
 
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you need to bulk up and get more dimorphism and have some special skill like horse riding or sword fighting.
I also can't ride horses because I have chronic nonbacterial prostatitis. But maybe I could do sword fighting and have a fencing scar like a German academic.
 
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We are similar in way that i also do not feel lonely and want rich/powerful friend to do profitable/politics stuff(idk the word)
 
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Relatable.

Id rather cry about no friends/gf than go through the pain of befriending/dating some boring ass normies.

Its just not interesting, that social pact type of socializing.
 
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