D
Deleted member 23558
God make my neurotransmitters great inc
- Joined
- Nov 3, 2022
- Posts
- 64,754
- Reputation
- 91,854
i don't think im at all autistic i am just very strongly infp i don't have hobbies or interests really i just think/listen to music all day usally i cry a few times, get on all fours like a dog and shake and make sounds from dopamine spike. im probably not interested in having friends because unless its someone interesting i find their replies less interesting than what i can make up in my head + socializing interferes with my mental image of myself (example i think of myself as 6 PSL and once in a millenium level handsome) + don't feel lonely or anything. this mental image is why i like the idea of having friends, because good looking/winner has friends and losers don't have friends, (i don't wanna be a "loser").
practically though id rather cry about not having friends for 4 hours than have some gay conversation with some subhuman (i would only be interested in good looking and rich friends beccause its a fantasy)
practically though id rather cry about not having friends for 4 hours than have some gay conversation with some subhuman (i would only be interested in good looking and rich friends beccause its a fantasy)