The wait for ascension is hell

[Deleted member 6764]

Users who got major survey (bimax, etc), how did you cope waiting months on end? I’m gonna be getting bimax and infraorbitals in 6-7 months time but the wait is hell. I wanna ascend nowwww.

 

[Deleted member 16834]

Just had my first surgery buccal fat removal for hollower cheeks and I wanted to rope bc of surgery swelling

Enjoy this time bc if you have bdd post surgery is hell. I’ve taken 50 pics the day after my surgery knowing my face is extremely swelled from surgery. But I keep analyzing and critiquing my face even with swelling and want to rope bc I don’t have patience for swelling to go away

 

[Gaia262]

Users who got major survey (bimax, etc), how did you cope waiting months on end? I’m gonna be getting bimax and infraorbitals in 6-7 months time but the wait is hell. I wanna ascend nowwww.

Continiously "honing" your knowledge in looksmaxxing by researching it in depth and seeing "what can be done better"?

Wage-cucking to get the fees and to cover additional expenses

Meditation/deep reflection--do you forgive others after ascending? who is supporting me? what happens if it goes wrong? is this my fault, do i deserve this?

That's really it, ideally you would just go on with a life going out with friends and socialising but if you are going through major surgeries that probably isnt an option (it wasn't for me)

 

[AlexBrown84]

Just had my first surgery buccal fat removal for hollower cheeks and I wanted to rope bc of surgery swelling

Enjoy this time bc if you have bdd post surgery is hell. I’ve taken 50 pics the day after my surgery knowing my face is extremely swelled from surgery. But I keep analyzing and critiquing my face even with swelling and want to rope bc I don’t have patience for swelling to go away

When people made fun of me swollen I wanted to kill myself and thot I got botched

 

[Deleted member 16834]

When people made fun of me swollen I wanted to kill myself and thot I got botched

Yup. I feel you bro. I kept looking at my pictures and had serious thoughts of suicide. I just took my antibiotics and slept for 12 hours and stopped looking in the mirrors for a week