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I had some mental issues which forced me to focus on the most important thing in life.
THE WILL
You can know something rationally, but that won't make it true.
You can feel a certain way about something, but that neither changes the physical world.
Your will does.
I feel like a rock and nothing excites or motivates me so I digged to see what does. I went to stalking my oneitis. I'm sure our paths crossed for a reason. Yet I wasnt up to the task. It had been 5 years and I've never met a girl which has triggered my feelings or me wanting to be in a relationship with her.
Big case of oneitis.
So I stalked her and she's WITH A FUCKING LTN!
She's HTB easily with 10/10 bonkers and this one fucking subhuman got away with what I was ment to have.
I've never felt jealousy in my life but this is just fuckedup.
I've become the bitter sad person that looks at happy people and gets angry at their happines. Wtf has happened to me.
This is legit the first time I feel something in years again, just seeing this.
Im done with this shit. Im gonna live my life as if every day is my last. As if Im Andrew Tate and I know nothing is gonna stop me besides myself.
I have to better my life.
I've ascended, yet I live in the same shitty situation as I did have. It's time to moneymaxx, careermaxx, socialmaxx, and move to a place with better people.
Every second not spent in that direction is wasted. You only have 1 life. It is your highest moral responsibility to take care of that life. Otherwise you have no meaning. And having no meaning is the same as not living.
BY DEFAULT your life is supposed to be pushing every possible barrier that's on the way and trampling every opponent. Wether you feel like it or not, YOU MUST!
It's like a man not showing emotions. Or someone saving a kid from disaster. THERE'S NO OTHER POSSIBILITY!
TLDR: You don't have the choice of wanting something or not. Your body is a mere device. You MUST push towards the place you want to be. Even if it means you'll be running, walking, crippling or even drag your feet to the destination. Even if they're all worn down and nothing besides mere bone is what's touching this earth.
Go, Fucking Go!
THE WILL
You can know something rationally, but that won't make it true.
You can feel a certain way about something, but that neither changes the physical world.
Your will does.
I feel like a rock and nothing excites or motivates me so I digged to see what does. I went to stalking my oneitis. I'm sure our paths crossed for a reason. Yet I wasnt up to the task. It had been 5 years and I've never met a girl which has triggered my feelings or me wanting to be in a relationship with her.
Big case of oneitis.
So I stalked her and she's WITH A FUCKING LTN!
She's HTB easily with 10/10 bonkers and this one fucking subhuman got away with what I was ment to have.
I've never felt jealousy in my life but this is just fuckedup.
I've become the bitter sad person that looks at happy people and gets angry at their happines. Wtf has happened to me.
This is legit the first time I feel something in years again, just seeing this.
Im done with this shit. Im gonna live my life as if every day is my last. As if Im Andrew Tate and I know nothing is gonna stop me besides myself.
I have to better my life.
I've ascended, yet I live in the same shitty situation as I did have. It's time to moneymaxx, careermaxx, socialmaxx, and move to a place with better people.
Every second not spent in that direction is wasted. You only have 1 life. It is your highest moral responsibility to take care of that life. Otherwise you have no meaning. And having no meaning is the same as not living.
BY DEFAULT your life is supposed to be pushing every possible barrier that's on the way and trampling every opponent. Wether you feel like it or not, YOU MUST!
It's like a man not showing emotions. Or someone saving a kid from disaster. THERE'S NO OTHER POSSIBILITY!
TLDR: You don't have the choice of wanting something or not. Your body is a mere device. You MUST push towards the place you want to be. Even if it means you'll be running, walking, crippling or even drag your feet to the destination. Even if they're all worn down and nothing besides mere bone is what's touching this earth.
Go, Fucking Go!
