what disease
I had Pans disease, which is when the immune system mistakenly attackes the brain because of a virus threat, and causes constant inflammation in specific parts of the brain. The thing is normally the immune system clears it up within 6 months and only really occurs in children, but the virus stayed in my body for 12 years. Made me stop eating, made me neurotic and eventually I started getting visual snow, brain fog, memory issues and problems with moving my muscles correctly, like at one point I couldnt urinate or swallow very well. before I found out I was even dealing with a disease, it affected my liver and adrenal glands after about 8-10 years causing my skin to have an orangish yellow hue and purple sunken under eyes, when my adrenal glands were not functioning correctly I was in the beginning stages of puberty, meaning my DHEA was very low, because my adrenal glands couldnt produce it nor could I produce adrenaline, although now my adrenal glands and liver work fine. It is inflammation based meaning I have many days where I feel better, like I dont have gait issues I can think a little more clearly, but I will never be neurotypical because of this and the malnourishment from ages 4 to up has caught up with my looks heavy and it is pretty irreversible what it has done to my looks and brain.
Damn. Really unlucky, bud
Yeah atleast I have solace knowing that I am failed, and not destined by my own genetics to be in this position
I'm ngl but that's even more tragic. It's worse to fail to reach glory when you had a chance that it is to be born and it be over
I have proof I get bloodwork done like once a month. idk why someone would lie about being a brain damaged retard. but if you want i could show you and the test regarding the virus that was in my brain. The name of it is brutal as fuck tho. My life is fucked up by something called coxsackie
