Toad
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Long story short. I've been blackpilled for many years now which eventually led to me becoming a crippled alcoholic who was drinking 24/7 to cope with the disturbing reality that my oneitis, who rejected me for years, was off licking some chadlites butthole and the fact that I'm a short, hispanic, manlet.
I had to quit drinkin however as it was literally destroying my body and I was suffering from life threatening withdrawals if I wasn't absolutely hammered. So I fought a harrowing battle but eventually overcame the addiction and went to behavioral group therapy for a few months. This helped cure my misanthropy and resolve some other issues I had.
Fast forward to now I'm doing much better, I'm in college finally getting good grades thanks to getting my adhd treated and I started paying attention to my hygiene and clothing so I'm feeling nice and clean.
The issue however is that I see a therapist once a week and although he's cool he's unfortunately very bluepilled and constantly trying to get me to brainwash myself into coping.
I literally argue with him about this every week. Once you're blackpilled it's impossible to not see what's happening around you
For example when I started college I noticed that this tall eboy looking chadlite kid in my class made friends with a very low tier becky in my class who I was interested in. this kid is literally a nervous autistic wreck, even so, she was stuck to him. However, any time I spoke to her she acted visibly disgusted. I told my therapist about this and he told me "so what" lol.
Anyway I tried to push it out of my mind, but after that I see this kid in between class everyday chatting with a new becky JFL. that's when I realized what was going on.
So I have a conversation with him one morning about how it's hard for me to talk to anyone because whenever I try to talk to someone they act like a fucking zombie. He couldn't realte at all saying he has no problem making friends. Hmmmm, I wonder why.
So yeah, it's obvous what's going on considering he is a tall, lanky, long haired, white emo eboy lol.
In the end I decided to focus on my talents and career in the hopes of moneymaxxing enough that I can surround myself with whores.
That's where I'm at right now mentally, I know this seems random but take this as a kind of introduction into what I'm about and what I got going on moving forward. Thanks for reading.
I had to quit drinkin however as it was literally destroying my body and I was suffering from life threatening withdrawals if I wasn't absolutely hammered. So I fought a harrowing battle but eventually overcame the addiction and went to behavioral group therapy for a few months. This helped cure my misanthropy and resolve some other issues I had.
Fast forward to now I'm doing much better, I'm in college finally getting good grades thanks to getting my adhd treated and I started paying attention to my hygiene and clothing so I'm feeling nice and clean.
The issue however is that I see a therapist once a week and although he's cool he's unfortunately very bluepilled and constantly trying to get me to brainwash myself into coping.
I literally argue with him about this every week. Once you're blackpilled it's impossible to not see what's happening around you
For example when I started college I noticed that this tall eboy looking chadlite kid in my class made friends with a very low tier becky in my class who I was interested in. this kid is literally a nervous autistic wreck, even so, she was stuck to him. However, any time I spoke to her she acted visibly disgusted. I told my therapist about this and he told me "so what" lol.
Anyway I tried to push it out of my mind, but after that I see this kid in between class everyday chatting with a new becky JFL. that's when I realized what was going on.
So I have a conversation with him one morning about how it's hard for me to talk to anyone because whenever I try to talk to someone they act like a fucking zombie. He couldn't realte at all saying he has no problem making friends. Hmmmm, I wonder why.
So yeah, it's obvous what's going on considering he is a tall, lanky, long haired, white emo eboy lol.
In the end I decided to focus on my talents and career in the hopes of moneymaxxing enough that I can surround myself with whores.
That's where I'm at right now mentally, I know this seems random but take this as a kind of introduction into what I'm about and what I got going on moving forward. Thanks for reading.
