sigmablud42069
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I was waiting for my class and tryna find my friends and the girl that I talked to for like 3 months then got friendzoned by 4 months ago that I'm still not over (ive made a bunch of posts abt her cause im pathetic), she started laughing and i look at her and I swear shes staring at me, this was a big change cause she has avoided my gaze since the friendzone, but then I jusy hear her and her friends say my name and they were laughing so hard. Genuinnely all I think about is this girl, and she and her friends are just crying laughing about me, I have no idea what about. Im just sitting in class I was so sad I was genunley just thinking about how sastisying it would be to either go ER or just rope, obv I wont go ER. I am just so hopeless and the littlest things just put me into like soul crushing sadness for an hour, I am hopping on gh next year but if sometihng bad happens I truly might rope before I get on the HGH, if smth happens with the family I genuuinly would, I am living 70-80% becuase of my family. Idk i say all this shit tho and im the jolliest nigger alive except for those hours of depression, like all these thoughts do ont affect me at all socially excpet with women. So maybe im larping depresssion but whatever.
