There is something I hated since my childhood.

[InanimatePragmatist]

I hate being looked at. It is up there with listening to someone chew, drink or eat. I have to restrain myself mentally to stand for it to happen. It is the women who do it more, I dislike it. I do not care what the intention is, it upsets me. I literally feel like the back of my head is being drilled with two holes and it really boils my blood. Same feeling I get from paranoia.

That is one clear thing I want to make. Do not look at me, do not stare at me. You never got the right to look at me or ever, anyone who thinks they are above that natural law are humanimals.

The only things I can forgive staring or looking at me are animals and children. They have no ill intent.

 

[59H390]

Is it bc you feel they judge you

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Is it bc you feel they judge you

No, I know a difference between the judgemental stare and a regular stare. Children look at me a lot, same as they do to my mother. They look at me out of curiosity. The others are of clear unknown humanimal intent and for that very reason alone they have no right to look at me ever.

 

[59H390]

The others are of clear unknown humanimal intent.

what you mean?

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

what you mean?

I am trying to word this in a way that is understandable. As I am writing, I feel my heart rate genuinely going upwards.
Do you know that feeling when something looks at you? You do not know what it is but you just do. That is one of the worst feelings, it is why I cover up every window, every camera, microphone and check daily on who or what is connected to my networks. That is the same feeling I get when someone looks at me. It is that unpredictable humanimality of anything that upsets me.

 

[59H390]

It is that unpredictable humanimality of anything that upsets me.

Interesting ngl

You dont like that you dont understand their thoughts?

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

Interesting ngl

You dont like that you dont understand their thoughts?

More like the intent. Unless if they show a face of obvious intent then I am not upset. It is that simple stare.

 

[59H390]

More like the intent. Unless if they show a face of obvious intent then I am not upset. It is that simple stare.

Interesting

 

[Greyascension]

I hate this feeling so much, one of my managers does it so much I get away from him eveyrtime he does it. Or I just turn around and tell him to get his eyes the fuck away from me

 

[InanimatePragmatist]

I hate this feeling so much, one of my managers does it so much I get away from him eveyrtime he does it. Or I just turn around and tell him to get his eyes the fuck away from me

I say it is much worse with women. Men are easy to read and they do not stare at me if rarely. Mostly the women, it is clear humanimalian violation with clear intent that I do not want to relate too.

 

[Greyascension]

I say it is much worse with women. Men are easy to read and they do not stare at me if rarely. Mostly the women, it is clear humanimalian violation with clear intent that I do not want to relate too.

Especially if it's a group of women suifuel. I have no defense against this except looking at them directly

 

[Hagman]

real, normgroid goyim faggots just stare at people for no reason, and get shocked when people dont like it