v9rl_
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Y’know I never really expected to ever write down a venting post on here knowing there could ever be a train of hate towards me or just making fun of me.
I’m 18, 5’5. I weigh 140. I’m a stick at this point. My life will forever be hell. I see myself either being endlessly working as a slave saving up to buy coping tools to help out with my hideous face, or just being gone.
Everywhere I go I feel like I see someone staring at me, making fun of me, or overall thinking wrong of me. It’s unbearable to think this all the time.
I was walking around the hallways this school year. I graduated thank god. I was passing a group of niggas just recording their casual tiktoks doing some bullshit dances. I walk pass them and I hear one of the ratchets say “I’m taller than him” and they just start laughing. I couldn’t do anything, my school is horribly infested with black people.
Or how my friends tend to joke around telling themselves they also feel short even though they’re above the average height. They “feel short too” and short for them is 5’9. I’m afraid standing next to people because they’ll always be taller than me.
My life was made to be someone’s comedy.
I’m 18, 5’5. I weigh 140. I’m a stick at this point. My life will forever be hell. I see myself either being endlessly working as a slave saving up to buy coping tools to help out with my hideous face, or just being gone.
Everywhere I go I feel like I see someone staring at me, making fun of me, or overall thinking wrong of me. It’s unbearable to think this all the time.
I was walking around the hallways this school year. I graduated thank god. I was passing a group of niggas just recording their casual tiktoks doing some bullshit dances. I walk pass them and I hear one of the ratchets say “I’m taller than him” and they just start laughing. I couldn’t do anything, my school is horribly infested with black people.
Or how my friends tend to joke around telling themselves they also feel short even though they’re above the average height. They “feel short too” and short for them is 5’9. I’m afraid standing next to people because they’ll always be taller than me.
My life was made to be someone’s comedy.
