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i iterally just dug my own grave lol. biggest irony is that accomplishing my goals made more depressed than ever.
"you need to quit this non NT stuff you do and focus on making money" someone told me once. This non NT shit led me to the wrong person not just once, but twice and there is legit no cure for me at this point.
I have been to a similar point back in 2019 but there was a person i met in 2020 that tried to pull me away from the shit. This time, there will not be such person no mattter how badly i want it or need it. I will keep amassing followers and making money while constantly feeling miserable and empty. Im trapped lol.
"you need to quit this non NT stuff you do and focus on making money" someone told me once. This non NT shit led me to the wrong person not just once, but twice and there is legit no cure for me at this point.
I have been to a similar point back in 2019 but there was a person i met in 2020 that tried to pull me away from the shit. This time, there will not be such person no mattter how badly i want it or need it. I will keep amassing followers and making money while constantly feeling miserable and empty. Im trapped lol.
