LukaKhang
SCARY MONSTER!
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After a few days have passed and my mental state rn is not so good. I said some very bad and mean things to my loved one and who I trusted the most because I was experience a burst out emotion or something like that.
I told them that everything they have done is causing me to be this way and they deserve hell. After saying that i felt really awful as I just push away my last hope in my life and that is just morally wrong of me. Everything I do or try to save myself lead to a worse outcome and it is just miserable.
I think there would be a special place for me in hell for all the sins and wrong doing that I've committed. I hope that if I suicide then I would obtain peace so I wouldn't have to endure seeing my subhuman face everyday.

I told them that everything they have done is causing me to be this way and they deserve hell. After saying that i felt really awful as I just push away my last hope in my life and that is just morally wrong of me. Everything I do or try to save myself lead to a worse outcome and it is just miserable.
I think there would be a special place for me in hell for all the sins and wrong doing that I've committed. I hope that if I suicide then I would obtain peace so I wouldn't have to endure seeing my subhuman face everyday.

