There's literally ZERO joy left in this world. Enjoy your copes while they last

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No matter what I do, no matter what I accomplish nothing will ever grant me even a crumb of happiness anymore.

I know that this reality is just autistically fucking gay and retardedly meaningless so why even bother?? Why even care about anything tbh.

If I get a high paying job, I'll walk home from the interview with a jaded, depressing look on my face. If I'm talking to a hot foid, I'm putting up a fake "happiness" aura, but in reality I don't give a fuck about her and I know that the only reason I'm talking to her is because my dick wants to be inside of her. I'm a biological puppet, a slave to my biology.

Even if I ascend, why would that make me happy? So what? A woman "loves" (except love doesn't even exist) me for the looks I had to acquire through countless of expensive and retarded surgeries. That kind of just brings more depression than happiness tbh.

Even if I get laid, that wouldn't bring any long term meaning or satisfaction into my life. Just short term "happy" emotions from my reptilian brain for following what my biology wants me to do.

What is there even left to do anymore? I don't have any copes. All I do is bonesmash, workout and browse this ASPIE forum. I will wagecuck till the day I die and then my life will be complete. My life will have been for absolutely nothing and I will have wasted 70 - 80 years chasing some pussy, only to die and fade away into ash.

The blackpill has destroyed me, buddyboyos. Hamudi Ebalz was right... Every cope really has it's end. Enjoy your copes while they last, I miss the days when I was a 14 year old bluepilled cuck and I was having dreams about getting laid.

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Neet cope
 
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rlly nigga
 
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Based and nihilismpilled tbh
 
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Like joe rogan said
People who are always negative about life will always have a shitty life and vice versa
 
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Like joe rogan said
People who are always negative about life will always have a shitty life and vice versa
Muh joe rogan literal 5'6 meathead subhuman sutistic joke
 
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Muh joe rogan literal 5'6 meathead subhuman sutistic joke
Joe rogan is awesome af and open minded libratarian like myself very cool dude
 
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Rip OP my life gets better with every surgery. get my eyes done this year.
 
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I know that feeling, but life still has meaning, it just happens that people like "us" weren't meant to find it. Do you think good looking, happy people end up in the same situation as "us"? No, never, even the most famous pessimistic philosophers were subhumans... At least i can cope this way, there's no reason to give up and rope, but no reason to have hope either, it's all about feeling alive
 
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I know that feeling, but life still has meaning, it just happens that people like "us" weren't meant to find it. Do you think good looking, happy people end up in the same situation as "us"? No, never, even the most famous pessimistic philosophers were subhumans... At least i can cope this way, there's no reason to give up and rope, but no reason to have hope either, it's all about feeling alive
I always wonder how oldcels who have lost their level of looks can honestly even cope with this depressing reality. Wageuck 5 days a week to pay a tax system so that single moms can ride chads cock every day without ever having to work.

You're right, good looking people never even had to ponder about deep shit like us subhuman aspies do. And because of this they aren't as damaged as us. Even if we ascend we'll still be mentally scarred from a life of torment and taking too many pills about female and human nature.
 
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pathetic thread
 
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its over for many men. I feel exactly like you aswell
 
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keep projecting faggot I feel great
 
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Take lsd and shrooms
 
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The only real natural joy (excluding drugs) that I've felt in the past year were when I was taking my dog for walks and cuddling with her in bed. Ngl dogs>humans
 
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The only real natural joy (excluding drugs) that I've felt in the past year were when I was taking my dog for walks and cuddling with her in bed. Ngl dogs>humans
Ngl yeah I love my dog. Pets are the only ones in this life who won't hate you / love you for the way you look. They'll just be friends with you simply for petting them / taking care of them.
 
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Ngl yeah I love my dog. Pets are the only ones in this life who won't hate you / love you for the way you look. They'll just be friends with you simply for petting them / taking care of them.
I've cried about giving my dog away but I never once cried about a girl.
 
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Drugs can make you even more depressed if you're unlucky. And subhumans tend to be unlucky so...
Yeah I think ecstasy fucked me up now I'm on 2 antidepressants lol
 
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Molly fixks up brain if abused
So true. It got to the point where I was taking it just cuz I felt a little depressed and I've spent several nights on molly by myself jerking off to crazy fucking porn and taking 2 hours+ to cum. Legit the next day my dick was bruised and blistered and I felt super flat mentally.

Obv I've taken it with friends too but eventually I wanted to take it even when alone.
 
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So true. It got to the point where I was taking it just cuz I felt a little depressed and I've spent several nights on molly by myself jerking off to crazy fucking porn and taking 2 hours+ to cum. Legit the next day my dick was bruised and blistered and I felt super flat mentally.

Obv I've taken it with friends too but eventually I wanted to take it even when alone.
Dumb fick why wouldn't you look up how to use it properly you don't use more than once every 3 months you probably did perma damage to your seratonin receptors if you did acid and shrooms the only damage you could get would be mental damage
 
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Dumb fick why wouldn't you look up how to use it properly you don't use more than once every 3 months you probably did perma damage to your seratonin receptors if you did acid and shrooms the only damage you could get would be mental damage
I know bro but when you're addicted you're addicted. I started off only doing it every 3-4 months but then I went through a phase of depression and my brain wanted nothing more than the feeling it gives. Like the strongest craving in the world
 
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I know bro but when you're addicted you're addicted. I started off only doing it every 3-4 months but then I went through a phase of depression and my brain wanted nothing more than the feeling it gives. Like the strongest craving in the world
Yeah it does feel ficking amazing to be on
 
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Yeah it does feel ficking amazing to be on
I ordered some on the black market 2 months ago and nothing came, wasted $300 like that. I'm kinda glad it didn't cuz I don't wanna use drugs like that anymore. Maybe I'll try it again in 5 years
 
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>find a hobby
>get good vibes while doing it
>rethink
 
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It is over for too many men
 
Based and nihilism pilled. Im just a biológical machine trapped in an unjust world.
 
ngl im happy all the time even if its boring
i think its neurotransmitters or sum shit
 
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Joe rogan is awesome af and open minded libratarian like myself very cool dude
he has a better life and is happier and more fulfilled than all of them but they think their smarter or better than him to cope

fucking idiots won’t get out of their own way
 
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I know that feeling, but life still has meaning, it just happens that people like "us" weren't meant to find it. Do you think good looking, happy people end up in the same situation as "us"? No, never, even the most famous pessimistic philosophers were subhumans... At least i can cope this way, there's no reason to give up and rope, but no reason to have hope either, it's all about feeling alive
Good looking people have life on easy mode. All the girls at my gym list after roided out tatted meatheads
 
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No matter what I do, no matter what I accomplish nothing will ever grant me even a crumb of happiness anymore.

I know that this reality is just autistically fucking gay and retardedly meaningless so why even bother?? Why even care about anything tbh.

If I get a high paying job, I'll walk home from the interview with a jaded, depressing look on my face. If I'm talking to a hot foid, I'm putting up a fake "happiness" aura, but in reality I don't give a fuck about her and I know that the only reason I'm talking to her is because my dick wants to be inside of her. I'm a biological puppet, a slave to my biology.

Even if I ascend, why would that make me happy? So what? A woman "loves" (except love doesn't even exist) me for the looks I had to acquire through countless of expensive and retarded surgeries. That kind of just brings more depression than happiness tbh.

Even if I get laid, that wouldn't bring any long term meaning or satisfaction into my life. Just short term "happy" emotions from my reptilian brain for following what my biology wants me to do.

What is there even left to do anymore? I don't have any copes. All I do is bonesmash, workout and browse this ASPIE forum. I will wagecuck till the day I die and then my life will be complete. My life will have been for absolutely nothing and I will have wasted 70 - 80 years chasing some pussy, only to die and fade away into ash.

The blackpill has destroyed me, buddyboyos. Hamudi Ebalz was right... Every cope really has it's end. Enjoy your copes while they last, I miss the days when I was a 14 year old bluepilled cuck and I was having dreams about getting laid.

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I wanna be a NEET
 
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thanks i will
 
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I know that feeling, but life still has meaning, it just happens that people like "us" weren't meant to find it. Do you think good looking, happy people end up in the same situation as "us"? No, never, even the most famous pessimistic philosophers were subhumans... At least i can cope this way, there's no reason to give up and rope, but no reason to have hope either, it's all about feeling alive
or life has no meaning at all. losers try to find it, but can't, and the good looking never think about it but just enjoy themselves
 
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