There's no happiness

[Deleted member 22124]

Everyday I wanna die. It even hurts sometimes, but the worst part is it looks ugly. Bodybuilding, health and fitness was my only passions. I have nothing now. Who will ever love me now? I can't even love myself. I'm deformed. Nothing I do can ever make it right.

Somebody did this to me.

I started drawing over it with a pen. It probably isn't healthy, but It looks better. At least I think it does. It's less noticeable. I cope by telling myself it's unique, but it's unique in the worst possible way. Maybe it's because it reminds me of them. They're the reason I put broken glass on the beaches and hit that little girl. None of this would've happened if it wasn't for them.

I'm heading straight to hell and I'm too tired to do anything about it. I can't take it anymore. Tell my family I hate them.

**The above post is a fictional story written as a piece of poetry by the user. None of the events happened or have anything to do with the thoughts, feelings or actions of said user.**

 

[Deleted member 25059]

Bodybuilding, health and fitness was my only passions. I have nothing

What happened tho

 

[Deleted member 25059]

I'm deformed

Over

 

[Deleted member 22124]

What happened tho

Over

I tore one of the heads of my right tricep muscle. It shouldn't be that big a deal, but it is to me. No one even notices it unless I intentionally show them. I slit my left wrist open to balance it out. It was like a scene out of kill bill. Blood everywhere. I got a little freaked out, but at least it showed me that I do not fear death.

**The above post is a fictional story written as a piece of poetry by the user. None of the events happened or have anything to do with the thoughts, feelings or actions of said user.**