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I've missed so many milestones now I'm an oldcel I'm just going through the motions.
I feel so bitter when I see young attractive couples enjoying life.

I can't even get empathy from my parents because they are ultra religious and dont see a problem with me being celibate in my 20s. My parents hate me bcas I'm not a Dr.
Jfl he bore me so I can be a Dr but I let him down then he tells me I'm a mistake. I've lost the will to live.
 
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You're a user since 2020 soon to be 2 years on here but you still didn't figure out how to get your life sorted?
 
facts
 
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Giving up is not the answer. Do you live in a metropolitan area?
 
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Giving up is not the answer. Do you live in a metropolitan area?
Yes I've given up long time ago idk what the future holds for me just quit my job too and I'm never working again
 
Im 26 and it's been like an empty theater for 3 years now. I just dont know anymore
 
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Yes I've given up long time ago idk what the future holds for me just quit my job too and I'm never working again
You should join a men's group in order to have people who hold you accountable. You need a support system .
 
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I've missed so many milestones now I'm an oldcel I'm just going through the motions.
I feel so bitter when I see young attractive couples enjoying life.

I can't even get empathy from my parents because they are ultra religious and dont see a problem with me being celibate in my 20s. My parents hate me bcas I'm not a Dr.
Jfl he bore me so I can be a Dr but I let him down then he tells me I'm a mistake. I've lost the will to live.
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you told me that you have a gf fakecel larper
 
You should join a men's group in order to have people who hold you accountable. You need a support system .
I'm very high inhib have 0 friends ppl can tell I have 0 friends as i'm not socialised from a young age bcas of helicopter parents. So I hate meeting strangers and always feel like ppl are judging me based on my looks
 
Money doesn't matter to me. I can't cope with anything anymore except certain books and paintings. Even shrooms and meth start to feel boring and more trouble than it's worth.

Im not winning. Im not making it. My hairline is getting so fucked up with time despite all the products and microkneeding. I hate my body so fucking much it doesn't react to weightlifting and dieting in an aesthetic way. Im a monster of ugliness.
 
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Money doesn't matter to me. I can't cope with anything anymore except certain books and paintings. Even shrooms and meth start to feel boring and more trouble than it's worth.

Im not winning. Im not making it. My hairline is getting so fucked up with time despite all the products and microkneeding. I hate my body so fucking much it doesn't react to weightlifting and dieting in an aesthetic way. Im a monster of ugliness.
Same bro that's exactly how I feel
 
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I'm very high inhib have 0 friends ppl can tell I have 0 friends as i'm not socialised from a young age bcas of helicopter parents. So I hate meeting strangers and always feel like ppl are judging me based on my looks
Absolutely.That's the point of a men's group, to help you through stuff like this.

I believe in you , so I think it's time you believe in you too. You can try it once and if it doesn't go well you'll never see those people again. Deal?
 
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I was born with looks and with certain halos but also was born in a shitty, low income idiotic location and poor. I always felt as if i was wasting my halos, looks rng, and life by being poor and not being able to really do shit to make money due to my circumstance and low opportunity in my area. Its a sort of torture when you know you have a better life at your fingertips, that your qualified, but because of obvious issues cannot live. Its like having a million dollars without the ability to purchase water. This was my main source of depression, and kind of still is/gets worst as i get older and waste my life away trying to solve the issues.

My point is, usually u know why you feel the way u do. Self diagnosis is real and the root of most of these psy human problems are really simple to figure out by yourself, whether it be money, love, opportunity, glory, romance, beauty etc. The solutions are all theoretically possible to obtain at most stages of life. Though, some solutions are more effective than others.

Usually you are aware how to fix those issues as well, and for the most part have already been trying to do what has been realized and possible for u to currently do. Its just that its not efficiently solving the known issue, so perhaps u must search and experiment other/different risk free solutions. The human body and mind is very efficient at coping even if u don't realize it. Although insignificant, browsing forums and talking about these issues already acts like a sort of "mens help" therapy space. Sometimes experimenting and finding fresh and new solutions is the best cope in itself. I recently got into a tea habit and that has been a decent source of dopamine so far. Im looking into motorcycles so i can fill my life with more interactive activities. Going to underground cycle meets is something i would look forward to doing in the future.

Just have to keep on going.
 
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soon turn 27, 0 job experience, still live in my moms basement, mood changes way too quickly for me to hold down a job, didnt graduate high school.

its over for me
 
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soon turn 27, 0 job experience, still live in my moms basement, mood changes way too quickly for me to hold down a job, didnt graduate high school.

its over for me
yeah at least you're not delusional, its fucking over
 
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With that avi, you really donโ€™t deserve to live
 
I was born with looks and with certain halos but also was born in a shitty, low income idiotic location and poor. I always felt as if i was wasting my halos, looks rng, and life by being poor and not being able to really do shit to make money due to my circumstance and low opportunity in my area. Its a sort of torture when you know you have a better life at your fingertips, that your qualified, but because of obvious issues cannot live. Its like having a million dollars without the ability to purchase water. This was my main source of depression, and kind of still is/gets worst as i get older and waste my life away trying to solve the issues.

My point is, usually u know why you feel the way u do. Self diagnosis is real and the root of most of these psy human problems are really simple to figure out by yourself, whether it be money, love, opportunity, glory, romance, beauty etc. The solutions are all theoretically possible to obtain at most stages of life. Though, some solutions are more effective than others.

Usually you are aware how to fix those issues as well, and for the most part have already been trying to do what has been realized and possible for u to currently do. Its just that its not efficiently solving the known issue, so perhaps u must find and experiment for different risk free solutions. The human body and mind is very efficient at coping even if u don't realize it. Although insignificant, browsing forums and talking about these issues already acts like a sort of "mens help" therapy space. Sometimes experimenting and finding fresh and new solutions is the best cope in itself. I recently got into a tea habit and that has been a decent source of dopamine so far. Im looking into motorcycles so i can fill my life with more interactive activities. Going to underground cycle meets is something i would look forward to doing in the future.

Just have to keep on going. May piety be on your soul.
what a joke
 
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Only other option is to rope. But with Ops rng so far, its even more risky.
yeah imagine OP tries to rope but fails and he gets paralyzed from the neck down JFL:lul:
 
yeah imagine OP tries to rope but fails and he gets paralyzed from the neck down JFL:lul:

Bruh imagine he ropes and gets reincarnated into a 5'2 subhuman in a shithole country or some shit.

If i was adamant on roping one of the smarter things to do is make sure to do the most righteous things possible. Your only life on earth first experience is shit so the odds of death mystery being good is not 100% or certain. Too risky.

Plus i do have a fear of dying but not dying. Like sleep paralysis. I feel as if i tried to rope i would be the one in million person that fucks up and have the brain still alive and conscious but without the ability to do shit.
 
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