BlackFag
HTN in the Making
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I mean this
There’s nothing to my life
I wake up
Force myself out of bed
Clean myself
Maybe eat maybe not
Go on a small walk
And do fuck all waiting until the day is over
I don’t talk to people
Haven’t had singular healthy and kind conversation with someone my age in years
(Never had one with a woman)
Still a KHHV at the oldfag age of 18
I have nothing in life to look forward to
I got into a good uni
But it’s meaningless I won’t get slays not even a hug
I’m a genetic dead end really
And I’ve just felt entirely empty and emotionless towards my reality of crippling loneliness
But everything I do feels entirely meaningless and vapid, because it won’t flll the gaping hole that should have been filed with the laughs of friends and the love of a woman
I plan on joining the Ukrainian international legion in a year (11 months to prepare myself physically to get accepted)
dying in some random trench in Donetsk is better then this shit
Atleast my family get 360,000€ if I die
There’s nothing to my life
I wake up
Force myself out of bed
Clean myself
Maybe eat maybe not
Go on a small walk
And do fuck all waiting until the day is over
I don’t talk to people
Haven’t had singular healthy and kind conversation with someone my age in years
(Never had one with a woman)
Still a KHHV at the oldfag age of 18
I have nothing in life to look forward to
I got into a good uni
But it’s meaningless I won’t get slays not even a hug
I’m a genetic dead end really
And I’ve just felt entirely empty and emotionless towards my reality of crippling loneliness
But everything I do feels entirely meaningless and vapid, because it won’t flll the gaping hole that should have been filed with the laughs of friends and the love of a woman
I plan on joining the Ukrainian international legion in a year (11 months to prepare myself physically to get accepted)
dying in some random trench in Donetsk is better then this shit
Atleast my family get 360,000€ if I die
its never over