These are probably the best years of my life and I’m miserable

[whitebitchslayer]

I used to ignore when people told me highschool / college are the best years of your life cause this absolute dogshit can’t possibly be as good as it gets. But it’s basically impossible to not see how much you are missing out like you can’t avoid noticing it. I just wish I had a decent childhood and teenage years where my experiences didn’t consist of a complete lack of social relations and no female attention. Every day I grow more jealous of all the people who have relationships and enjoy their lives. It’s all well designed psychological torture so I can hate myself while I watch other people my age have casual sex and actual fun social interaction. Earlier one of my friends told me we should go on a “2 man” and I turned my phone off and took a screentime break while I processed the fact that every girl in a 100 mile radius would take their own lives before they ever did some shit like that with me.

My life is only downhill from here and I’m at an incredibly shit starting point. I don’t know what to do other than LDAR in my misery and fry my dopamine receptors with pixels to temporarily stop thinking about it.

 

[sub5mumbaifinalboss]

real

 

[topology]

None of this sounds fun. I would enjoy working at my future job over what you just listed.

 

[whitebitchslayer]

real

Sorry you can relate to this bro

 

[Prøphet]

Real asf, it kills me to realize how much I’ve missed out on because of factors out of my control.!Maybe this is cope but sometimes I think these days of suffering are at least more meaningful than if I was handed the life I want.

 

[whitebitchslayer]

None of this sounds fun. I would enjoy working at my future job over what you just listed.

Idk bro none of my current past or future life seems like it will be enjoyable, for there to be people who enjoy life there has to be people who are miserable. I just got unlucky

 

[whitebitchslayer]

Real asf, it kills me to realize how much I’ve missed out on. Maybe this is cope but sometimes I think these days of suffering are at least more meaningful than if I was handed the life I want.

All I see every day is constant reminders of people my age living the life i dream of. Shit genuinely makes you loose all will to live

 

[Prøphet]

All I see every day is constant reminders of people my age living the life i dream of. Shit genuinely makes you loose all will to live

Yeah dude I’m 18 and I have literally nothing to show for it, I had to delete instagram because it upset me like you wouldn’t believe to see everyone my age succeeding because they weren’t a complete genetic fuck up with disabling problems that will require years of intensive work to fix. But I think there’s some value in this experience I’m having, not to sound bluepilled or anything, but I feel like I’ve grown in ways that wouldn’t have been possible without so many obstacles and challenges and hurt.

 

[AustrianMogger]

When ll

 

[whitebitchslayer]

Yeah dude I’m 18 and I have literally nothing to show for it, I had to delete instagram because it upset me like you wouldn’t believe to see everyone my age succeeding because they weren’t a complete genetic fuck up with disabling problems that will require years of intensive work to fix. But I think there’s some value in this experience I’m having, not to sound bluepilled or anything, but I feel like I’ve grown in ways that wouldn’t have been possible without so many obstacles and challenges and hurt.

Man I don’t care about growing as a person I just wanted to have a somewhat enjoyable life

 

[whitebitchslayer]

When ll

Never

 

[truelarping]

dude how old, 18?
are you khhv? if your friend asks you go to on a two man why not just see if you would get rejected or not

 

[Prøphet]

Man I don’t care about growing as a person I just wanted to have a somewhat enjoyable life

I don’t care for what I’m going through either, but it is how it is. Not a day goes by that I don’t wish I wasn’t born as someone else. My eyes don’t work, my face is hideous, I’m short, ND and mental in ruins. I drew the short end of the stick in nearly every regard when it comes to the genetic lottery. Every day I get at least 1 reminder of this burden placed on my shoulders 18 years ago. But there’s a specific beauty in this suffering that I hope you’ll find one day, if you can’t find it anywhere else. I love fighting against my odds, it nourishes a part of my spirit I never knew existed. I never wanted any of this and I never chose any of it, but now I have it and one way or another I will fight it

 

[whitebitchslayer]

if your friend asks you go to on a two man why not just see if you would get rejected or not

you misunderstand he thought I could find 2 girls that would somehow want us

 

[truelarping]

you misunderstand he thought I could find 2 girls that would somehow want us

gotcha
i thought he had 2 lined up
why cant you find any sex is it face height reputation whats fucking you

 

[xzylecrey]

Real i spend every moment in my room

 

[whitebitchslayer]

gotcha
i thought he had 2 lined up
why cant you find any sex is it face height reputation whats fucking you

If he had 2 lined up ofc id do everything in my power for a chance at it.

Honestly it’s my face, personality, and reputation. Height could be better too but I’m atleast over 6’ so it’s not a negative.

 

[whitebitchslayer]

Real i spend every moment in my room

We are all cursed

 

[truelarping]

If he had 2 lined up ofc id do everything in my power for a chance at it.

Honestly it’s my face, personality, and reputation. Height could be better too but I’m atleast over 6’ so it’s not a negative.

Are you in college?
and are you khhv

 

[whitebitchslayer]

Are you in college?
and are you khhv

No and no

 

[truelarping]

No and no

bruh
perfect
if you go to a uni with a decent nightlife scene, it is really easy to slay
already ahead of the game with clubbing by being above 6'0

 

[whitebitchslayer]

bruh
perfect
if you go to a uni with a decent nightlife scene, it is really easy to slay
already ahead of the game with clubbing by being above 6'0

Dude I live in a party school city it dosent make any fucking difference there’s no hope for me

 

[truelarping]

Dude I live in a party school city it dosent make any fucking difference there’s no hope for me

i swear it does i was a virgin going into college because i was subhuman for the first half of high school and while i looked better things never really got better, i imagine its kind of similar for you
first semester of college = lots of fresh and new pussy
i racked up numbers no bullshit

 

[whitebitchslayer]

i swear it does i was a virgin going into college because i was subhuman for the first half of high school and while i looked better things never really got better, i imagine its kind of similar for you
first semester of college = lots of fresh and new pussy
i racked up numbers no bullshit

Damn bro I hope I’m like you honestly if I get to college and shit dosent seriously change I’m probably gonna kill myself before 20

 

[truelarping]

Damn bro I hope I’m like you honestly if I get to college and shit dosent seriously change I’m probably gonna kill myself before 20

club and fraud my man
i am 6'2 barefoot plus i wear airmaxxes . that will get ioi's

 

[gymceltard]

If seen your photos, your a whiny faggot who has good enough looks + Pheno to get sex and relationships.

Your problem is your a porn addicted standardscel faggot who demands only White Staceys.

Many ethnic foids would kill their entire family to date a MTN white guy like you.

 

[Just Blast]

I used to ignore when people told me highschool / college are the best years of your life cause this absolute dogshit can’t possibly be as good as it gets. But it’s basically impossible to not see how much you are missing out like you can’t avoid noticing it. I just wish I had a decent childhood and teenage years where my experiences didn’t consist of a complete lack of social relations and no female attention. Every day I grow more jealous of all the people who have relationships and enjoy their lives. It’s all well designed psychological torture so I can hate myself while I watch other people my age have casual sex and actual fun social interaction. Earlier one of my friends told me we should go on a “2 man” and I turned my phone off and took a screentime break while I processed the fact that every girl in a 100 mile radius would take their own lives before they ever did some shit like that with me.

My life is only downhill from here and I’m at an incredibly shit starting point. I don’t know what to do other than LDAR in my misery and fry my dopamine receptors with pixels to temporarily stop thinking about it.

up the gear dosages your thinking too much again

 

[Just Blast]

If seen your photos, your a whiny faggot who has good enough looks + Pheno to get sex and relationships.

Your problem is your a porn addicted standardscel faggot who demands only White Staceys.

Many ethnic foids would kill their entire family to date a MTN white guy like you.

“just cope” LMFAOO

 

[whitebitchslayer]

If seen your photos, your a whiny faggot who has good enough looks + Pheno to get sex and relationships.

Clearly not

Your problem is your a porn addicted standardscel faggot who demands only White Staceys.

Many ethnic foids would kill their entire family to date a MTN white guy like you.

No I only want white mtb

 

[gymceltard]

No I only want white mtb

So you'd reject a Stacey Asian woman? Fakecel scum, I hope you do kill yourself.

 

[whitebitchslayer]

So you'd reject a Stacey Asian woman? Fakecel scum, I hope you do kill yourself.

Asian is ok as long as it’s yellow Asian and not brown Asian tbh

 

[gymceltard]

Asian is ok as long as it’s yellow Asian and not brown Asian tbh

So you’d reject a Stacey Latina foid? Fakecel

 

[ybuyhgui]

Was the whitebitchslaying the friends we made along the way?

 

[Nectar]

I wish I could grow my ego huge mirin how some people just live mogger lives

 

[Foreverbrad]

Could be worse, could be 32 and no chance of setting it right. You still have time.

 

[polonaecel]

I used to ignore when people told me highschool / college are the best years of your life cause this absolute dogshit can’t possibly be as good as it gets. But it’s basically impossible to not see how much you are missing out like you can’t avoid noticing it. I just wish I had a decent childhood and teenage years where my experiences didn’t consist of a complete lack of social relations and no female attention. Every day I grow more jealous of all the people who have relationships and enjoy their lives. It’s all well designed psychological torture so I can hate myself while I watch other people my age have casual sex and actual fun social interaction. Earlier one of my friends told me we should go on a “2 man” and I turned my phone off and took a screentime break while I processed the fact that every girl in a 100 mile radius would take their own lives before they ever did some shit like that with me.

My life is only downhill from here and I’m at an incredibly shit starting point. I don’t know what to do other than LDAR in my misery and fry my dopamine receptors with pixels to temporarily stop thinking about it.

For me its not even about girls just socializing in general, i've only been out with friends a max of 3 times this year and each time i felt like i was annoying and didnt belong there, and yesterday everyone went out to a city nearby and i saw all the snaps of them doing fun stuff, i felt bad at first but remember i would just be out of place if i did go, this is because i onyl started being normal this year and prior to that everyone thought i was a weirdo, in short its over for my social life i wont fit in

 

[averagenormie]

I used to ignore when people told me highschool / college are the best years of your life cause this absolute dogshit can’t possibly be as good as it gets. But it’s basically impossible to not see how much you are missing out like you can’t avoid noticing it. I just wish I had a decent childhood and teenage years where my experiences didn’t consist of a complete lack of social relations and no female attention. Every day I grow more jealous of all the people who have relationships and enjoy their lives. It’s all well designed psychological torture so I can hate myself while I watch other people my age have casual sex and actual fun social interaction. Earlier one of my friends told me we should go on a “2 man” and I turned my phone off and took a screentime break while I processed the fact that every girl in a 100 mile radius would take their own lives before they ever did some shit like that with me.

My life is only downhill from here and I’m at an incredibly shit starting point. I don’t know what to do other than LDAR in my misery and fry my dopamine receptors with pixels to temporarily stop thinking about it.

BEing nd sucks and I'm sure you're not sub ltn cause even cuffem gets play

 

[Codename]

Real i spend every moment in my room

 

[sub5outsider]

I never had and will never best years of my life