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theblackestofpills
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Currently losing weight but it's going to take a long time before I get to my goal weight and it's the only thing I'm looking forward to tbh.
Yeah I've missed out on my teenage life but I can't be asked to give a fuck about that no more. Its hurting me a lot though but I'm persevering too much.
I'm really just a ticking time bomb to be completely honest. There's only so much beatings I can fricking take.
I'm also a brokie so I can't afford to be like that either or my life is ruined but then again thats a me problem.
These next 6 months are going to be so hard as I'm going to be seeing these fit, young 16 yr old zoomers in groups and with girls and kissing, etc. But I've gotta somehow accept that and just move the fuck on and focus on myself entirely. I'm going to be 20 soon.
For the past for years I've just been sitting in my room looking at the mirror looking at face which has made me hold a large emphasis in my own appearance.
But yeah life's totally going to suck. I just hope I can get lean, and at least earn a decent salary for my age which in my country would be 30k for my age. If I can do that my life is set.
Yeah I've missed out on my teenage life but I can't be asked to give a fuck about that no more. Its hurting me a lot though but I'm persevering too much.
I'm really just a ticking time bomb to be completely honest. There's only so much beatings I can fricking take.
I'm also a brokie so I can't afford to be like that either or my life is ruined but then again thats a me problem.
These next 6 months are going to be so hard as I'm going to be seeing these fit, young 16 yr old zoomers in groups and with girls and kissing, etc. But I've gotta somehow accept that and just move the fuck on and focus on myself entirely. I'm going to be 20 soon.
For the past for years I've just been sitting in my room looking at the mirror looking at face which has made me hold a large emphasis in my own appearance.
But yeah life's totally going to suck. I just hope I can get lean, and at least earn a decent salary for my age which in my country would be 30k for my age. If I can do that my life is set.
